honest

Hello all! :)

It's been ages since I last visited my own blog. But I promise I wont write long.

I am aware that I tweet a lot, and I do mean a lot. Whatever things that I tweet is everything that I feel, and I'm not lying about any of it. And I perfectly know that in doing so, I might have or I actually do hurt other's feeling which I never know.

But, let me tell you one thing here. You can say anything you want about me, about what I tweet, but I just can't help it. It's good that I don't have the courage to tell it straight to your face. But maybe that's the only good thing that I can do, is to be honest with myself.

After all, the art of saying things indirectly is still not my thing.

it's me, little ain~

post hiatus

it feels good to be back and to write again.

it's me, little ain~

Belantik

Mak tepon cakap nak datang masuk minang bawak buah buah kebun.

Alahai makk. Dah balek tiga bulan pon =____=

it's me, little ain~

Ikan

Arini upgrade satu lesson di dapur.

Ibu ajar siang ikan.

Cantiknya ikan ibu siang.

Aku punya? =____="

Beginner lah katakan.

Cuci ikan, ibu tengok cite Korea.

Ibu datang cekk.

Tak lulus.

Huuuu T_____T

it's me, little ain~

Nothingness #4

Hai people.

it's been days since my last entry, isn't it?
so many things to tell. but there are things that need my immediate attention.
i'll try to find some time to write everything.
i owe Fayad two entries.
my bestfriend, Azri Safirah, one entry.
Nik Arash one entry.
Kak Anish sayang, one entry.
i also didnt get the chance to wish June's people on their birthday.
oh God, i'm soo sorry.

got to go. dah nak Azan ni. by the way, this is my second day of fasting.
it feels okay.
but today, i'm getting tonsil. my throat is sore and it hurts to the max.
can't even swallow. i'm pretty sure fever is on its way.
it's been ages since my last fever.
anyway, better it happens now rather than bulan pose nanti, kan?

love you, people.

it's me, little ain~

hello there.

Hai people! :)

how are you, orang kampong? hehe. ini hari ketiga di rumah, tapi barang masih belum abes unpack. like seriously, a 4 months semester break, what do you expect, kan? mesti la rasa macam nak bawak balek everything. takot nanti kang, menyesal pulak. penat kemas bilik ngan sumbat baju dalam luggage pon belom hilang lagi. tak termasuk angkat barang dari tingkat 3, turun ke bawah masukkan dalam kete Azu. owhh, gila mencabar. sampai sakit pinggang aku sampai ke kaki. malam dalam bas, tak dapat tido. dahla bas tak best. macam burok nak runtuh, air cond sejuk nak mati sampai aku rasa nak kena parkinson je. 

mak aih, banyak nau complaintnye =.="

anyway, aku still lagi tak dalam mood nak update cik belog. i mean, seriously blogging, macam dolu dolu. tiap tiap hari nak kena update belog sebab tiap tiap hari pon ada benda nak cite. penah last semester break aku post 4 entri satu malam pasal aku ambik hati kawan kawan suruh join contest, GA and whatnot walaupon aku tau korang sampai nak muntah kaler paddle pop dah tengok entry aku je yang naik kat dashboard, ye dak? haish sabor je lah. itu semester lepas lah. kali ni tatau la pulak apo citoi nye sebab kali ni 4 bulan punya cuti. mungkin dalam masa 4 bulan cuti ni aku akan update everyday sampai korang pon akan ban aku punya cik belog ataupon aku tah update langsung sebab sebok makan kat rumah. huuu. arini je, dalam masa less than 3 hours aku makan nasik 2 kali, siap menambah nambah lagi tau. nak buat camane, makan nasi lauk budu. mau tak nampak orang belakang dah. haishh i know i know. gumuks!

by the way, this saturday i'm gonna head back to uum again, for intersession. aku ambik 2 papers, go to class for two weeks, then exam, then balek rumah again, on June 21st, InsyaAllah. macam lama kan two weeks tu? ouh membazir je masa. tapi sebab pikirkan future, i have to do this. niat kerana Allah. so InsyaAllah, everything's going to be okay. lagipon, i have company there. abang alep and paan will be there too. so does azlan king. so i'm gonna be okay. well, if it's just only me, i'm gonna be okay too. because i'm awesome and independent. heeee :D

i think that's it for today. i have to seriously unpack. looks like everything is everywhere now. it'll give me headache. dah le makan budu hari hari, bilik entah hape hape, mau gak tak kena migrain kan. hehe. i hope not. orait then, guess i'll see you later.

until next time,

bye! :)

ps. another lame entry, with a lame story and no picture. 

ps. bear with me people.

ps. ismail's birthday today. so, happy birthday. you're old now. well, at least, older than me yeayy :)

it's me, little ain~

cik belog

semakin bertambah bilangan stalker di cik belog ni ye.

apa yang menarik sangat ngan belog ni aku pon tatau.

anyway, selamat datang :)

it's me, little ain~

memory daun pisang

We used to watch Harry Potter and talk about it all day.

Remember?

:)

it's me, little ain~

nothingness #2

Assalamualaikum :)

hai, it's me again. writing this entry from Perpustakaan Sultanah Bahiyah, UUM Sintok. wahhh sangat best student okayy. haha perasan! the purpose of coming to this beautiful library is actually to do some research about this one thesis for Research Methodology class, which the thesis is obviously not mine because i didn't write a thesis. hehe :D it's my lecturer's. and i copied his work as if the thesis is mine. haha. kejam sungguh. no lahh. we copied the thesis of course, but we did some changes so that it doesn't look like we do plagiarism. but i couldn't find the findings. rather than searching very hard for the whatever things that i have to search about, here i am, sitting here and do some tumblr-ing and browsing every here and there. hehe. whatever it is, i have to go now. it's 2.30pm already. the office is open now and i hope they are ready to give me their very best customer service after having their lunch. because if not, i'm gonna kick their *** off  as i am so hungry and i have been waiting for them for the past one hour. so, better treat me well. so before i leave, i'm gonna share with you these two photos which i took from tumblr. they are my favorite. i swear to God they are gorgeous! :)

p/s : ignore the grammatical error, please!

until next entry, chin chau! 

it's me, little ain~

nothingness

Assalamualaikum! :)

hai orang kampong! omaijay. it's been weeks since i posted my last entry, isn't it? well, that's pathetic. i know. and i'm truly, deeply, madly sorry about this. soo sorry for abandoning my cik belog and of course, for abandoning you guys, readers of always you and i. errr that's a very dramatic statement. overacting speech from me. bese la tu kan, cakap gediks. aww nyah! hehe :D okay enough! that doesn't look intelligent i swear to God, ain. FINE!

secondly, a bunch of thank you for my new readers. that's very kind of you to drop by and to follow this abandoned belog of mine. i hope you enjoy reading my piece of writing, thou nothing's special about me, really. thank you so much, okies!

well, what am i going to talk about today? i'm afraid i have so many things and i do mean MANY things to tell you ladies and gentlemen, but i don't have the courage to write everything because i'm afraid i might puke in order to finish up writing this very so-long-but-not-so-interesting stories of mine. again, this is very pathetic. huhu ~

anyway, i'm not planning to spend my evening thinking about what i should write and what i shouldn't. what am i gonna do is, i'll just tayang a photo of mine, taken by Lilohoney last Tuesday and that's it for today. okay? hehe! :)

love you, readers!

bye :D

it's me, little ain~

heyyaaa :)

this is just for the sake of updating. i miss my cik belog so much :)

i got stories to tell you. later, okay :)

missyy.
it's me, little ain~

rise and shine.

morning, people!

dah pagi. aku masih lagi tak tido. baru lepas tengok Chasing Liberty. aritu time kat hbo ada cite ni, aku tak sempat nak tengok ending dia sebab abah nak tengok berita. pastu tadi alang alang aku memang dah terlepak ngan ibu dari awal lagi tengok cite korea, Marry Me, Mary yang sangat comel lote cute nak mampos, aku pon terpaksa la tahan mata sikit bila dah nampak hbo nak ulang tayang cite ni pukol 3. aku terpaksalah tengok balek cite tu dari awal. basically cite tu tentang Anna Foster (Mandy Moore) anak kepada presiden usa. pastu dia ni tak pernah bebas, nak gi mana mana mesti ada guard yang temankan. so, dia lari dari parents dia, dan jumpa dengan this one hot guy yang actually secret ejen yang ayah dia lantik untuk temankan Anna ni. nama ejen tu, Ben Calder (Matthew Goode). nak dipendekkan cite, diorang fall in love to each other sepanjang journey yang bagi aku kotor gila sebab bape hari pakai baju yang sama je. eh, terkeluar tajuk pulak. sambung balek. haa, then Anna dapat tahu yang Ben ni ghupenya secret ejen. so, dia balek rumah at last, go to Harvard. then, ayah dia cakap Ben ada kat London. they met up again and escaped. huhu ringkas tak patut aku punya sinopsis cite ni. mesti korang terpinga pinga tatau pokok pangkal cite. nevermind that, tak perlu tau pon tu. kalo nak tengok, search je kat youtube. takpon donwload terus. senang, kan? then you'll understand. hehe :)

sila tepok tangan ya tuan tuan dan puan puan. penat je jadi pengulas cite tak berbayar ni. huhu macam la ada orang suruh, kan? haa apa apa je lah. 

ini time first diorang escape, kat Prague.

scene ni i like the most. diorang buat bungee jumping together. macam sweet gila.

comel, walaupon dah tua. dalam cite ni dia cakap umor dia 23. tapi umor dia yang betobetol 32 pada tahun 2004. so, sekarang dah 38, almost 40. tapi still nampak comel gila. sexayy! :)

aku suka Mandy Moore ni. naknak dalam cite A Walk To Remember. aku boleh tengok cite tu beratus kali tak bosan dan still jugak meleleh. memang bagi impak la kat aku. and one more thing, cite tu remind me kat Intec Boy yang dah menghilang ke UK selama dua tahun setengah sudah. apa kabor ek? aku doakan dia sihat walafiat dan masih lagi ingat kat aku, macam mana aku still lagi ingat kat dia. hehe. tibatiba touching apa hal. okay, terkeluar dari tajuk lagi.

anyway, i got to go. it's morning already. aku kena switch off lampu, tv ngan router before ibu bangun. kalo beliau bangun tengok aku belom tidor lagi, tolong la bagi pinjam aku telinga korang nak tadah. mau gak bernanah jap agi. 

Happy Tuesday, everyone!

it's me, little ain~

testing testing

morning! :)

this is not a proper entry. this is only for the purpose of "test test. one. two. three."

and now for the first time, i am changing to the updater editor.

ouh, pity me. don't you think so?

he he :)

thank you syahmi for telling me this.

and, i am experimenting with colors too!

so,

this is how i am posting my entry for today, ladies and gentleman.

love,
little ain~

macam macam boleh jadi

afternoon people! :)

hari yang aku tunggu, harini. eh apesal? birthday aku? birthday kau? birthday perdana menteri kita? owh tak. harini dah boleh nak rilek sikit, sekurang kurangnya. tunggu 2nd ngan 3rd pulak. nanti tengah hari aku pulun hafal macam tengah meratib. grrr! why do exams have to be so ngeri?

on the night of 27th, it was the night i was sitting for Financial Management II paper. it was terrible. damn hard. and i don't think i'll pass with flying colors, though my carry mark wasn't that bad. i felt like committing suicide genocide, seriously! T.T

as for yesterday, i sat for Production & Operation Management paper. it wasn't that okayy too, but wayy better than FMII, i guess. i'm not planning to 'meet' them both again next semester. owh, it's going to be my final semester, and i'm not going to burden myself with any repeat paper no more. God bless me, pleasee!

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i was sleeping in deknaa's room for the last 2 nights. i didn't tell my room mate about this, i forgot to. so, when i came back early this morning, she was still sleeping. then, after one hour, she woke up, we have a chit chat, she told me about yesterday's incident. she was cheated by only-God-knows-who. he texted my rumet, claiming that he is her Father. he's in police station. he asked her to reload his phone, RM30. so, with no hesitation and no question at all, she went upstairs to one of our friend's room, asking her to reload the new number told by her father.

then, she called her mother, but she didn't pick up. then, she called the father. her brother picked up the phone and told her that their father is in the kitchen, happily cooking. omG! what the hal?

pity her. mujo la rumet aku tu student jpa, banyak gak duit dia kan. kalo aku yang kena, konfirm tak ter-top-up 'abah' aku tu, sebab aku kais pagi makan pagi. tunggu abah masuk je. abah mana main topup ni. sama la dengan ayah rumet aku ni. hailaa, rumet aku ni pon, gelabah sangat. dah la makhluk sengal tu bagi nombor sabah entah mana mana. pastu mau dia mencarut macam nak gila kat orang tu. heh, ada jugak orang macam ni dalam dunia ni? topup 3o je pon. lain kali bagi sini nombor akaun, boleh la rumet aku tolong bank-in kan seribu ke, baru la Amerika. haila haila haila.

kadang kadang aku terpikir, kalo tibe tibe ada orang datang kat aku, then bagitau yang abah ke ibu ke, accident. pastu dia ajak aku balik. aku akan ikot ke tak? huuu ngeri! mintak la takde macam ni.

but then,

kan?

it's me, little ain~

selingan

Alhamdulillah :) *kenyang* baru je lepas balek makan ngan Taha Rushdy. dah sebulan lebih kot tak keluar ngan lelaki cantek hak seorang ni. lama lama jadi rindu pulak. ngeh ngeh ngeh!

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pukol 6 tadi aku agak kencang berjogging ke belog kawan kawan yang ada kat blog list aku ni. mana mana yang belum sempat baca, aku jenguk la jugak kan. pukol 6 orang tak study dah masa tu, orang tua kata tak masuk dah. jadi, aku pon mengikuti saranan diorang ni. ces, alasan! hehe :)

pastu aku melawat la ke belog serius. rasanya takyah la aku cakap banyak pasal blog ni sebab aku rasa semua blogger pon kenal kot brader ni, kan? i mean, blog die femes. bagi aku, ada entry dia yang serius tahap nak mati, ada yang serius lawak gila, ada yang serius bengong, ada yang serius best, macam macam. masa aku melawat situ, dia baru je lepas post entry yang paling latest sekali. entry tu sambungan entry dia yang dulu pasal patung senggama jefri bolkiah tu. haaa, tau kan semua orang? kalo tatau, silakan masuk blog dia, dan search pasal entry tu. aku malas nak copy kat sini sebab tamau mencemarkan kesucian cik belog aku yang innocent ni. ececece silakan muntah semua! hehe. bukan, maksud aku, aku malas. haaa, alasan dia, aku malas. tu je. miahaha :D

then, ada la beberapa komen yang dia terima. salah satu pengomen, ada bagi satu link pasal tanda tanda awal kejatuhan kerajaan brunei. aku link-an kat sini, so that korang boleh baca okay.

ngeri bila baca pasal dua beradik ni, kan? walhal, Brunei tu sebuah negara Islam. bukan mat saleh. tapi dasyatnya perangai, mengalahkan orang puteh. itu lah, bila miskin, banyak gejala tak sihat jadi, jenayah pon berleluasa. contohnya, mat rempit, pecah rumah, rogol, and so on. tapi bila dah kaya, pon payah jugak. enjoy tak hengat. macam takkan ada esok untuk spent all the money you have. then, your fiancée can give birth to your child, but you are not legally married. not even married pon. siap ada patung lucah segala lagi.

*sigh*

big bad world, isn't it? sepertinya, aku belom bersedia untuk menghadapi dunia luar lagi buat masa sekarang.

semoga Tuhan merahmati hidup kita semua. Ameen.

peace, no war.

silakan sambung study. byee! :)

it's me, little ain~

baby, I'm back

Assalamualaikum. haiii, i'm back! hehehehe :)

tamau off belog lama lama sangat, brutalsolo cakap dia rindu. miahahaha :)

Alhamdulillah, usai sudah satu paper, International Marketing. sume tips masuk, thank you En. Shahrin yang best nak matii sebab bagi tips yang betol. memang aku konfirm, arini adalah hari menggoreng sedunia. menggoreng dalam Dewan Mas tadi, sampai hangit. sirius, dah satu soalan 20 marks, mau tak elaboration panjang bermeter meter, plus minus ayat yang sama dua kali. memang goreng hangit laa pendek kata kan. oleh itu, selesai sudah satu. ada lagi lima waiting in line.

haih. sebab exam, macam macam jadi. time tu lah rasa nak berak, time tu lah rasa kencing, time tu lah nak muntah, nak masuk angin, nak nanges, pendek kata, masa tu lah semua benda buat pasal. entah pape laa. walhal dah sepanjang beberapa (puluh) tahun hidop ni, dah bape kali exam. grrrr!

dah, abes pasal exam.

tadi aku selamatkan mangsa rogol. caye tak? tolongla caye sebab memang betol. kat bawah tangga pulak tu. aku baru lepas makan tadi, masuk bilik, terus keluar sebab dengar suara kucing gaduh. memang aku cari sampai jumpa. ingatkan Awang dengan Saleh. ghupenya Saleh tengah nak rogol Primadonna. hish. aku takleh bla betol dengan Saleh tu. orang dah tak nak, paksa paksa buat apa. Primadonna tu suka Awang laa. sebab Awang tu berumor sikit, lemah lembut. yang si Saleh ni apa, bujang meletop, trang tang tang la kasar, suka cari pasal kat blok nih.

Alhamdulillah, Primadonna tak tercabul tadi. aku ngan rumet dah mempertaruhkan muka kami untuk selamatkan dia. ye laa, mau cari pasal kalo si Saleh tu terkam muka kitorang macam dia terkam si Awang sampai darah darah, pasal nak selamatkan dia je. tapi demi keamanan sejagat, aku rasa bertanggungjawab nak selamatkan Primadonna. masalah social di kalangan kucing ni harus kita tangani jugak, dengan cara mempertaruhkan muka macam ni. kalo tak? nahas Primadonna tu. sob sob sob T_T

comel gilaaa! tapi ini bukan Primadonna. bukan jugak Awang. aaa Saleh? huish, lagi la bukan. errr ini ambik dari inchek Google. huhu :)

akhir kalam untuk harini. masih belum sempat blogwalking. sempat post entry baru je. nanti okayy :)

good day, every one!

it's me, little ain~

curiosity kills the cat

okayy, everyone knows that. the thing is, i'm not a cat. i'm a human being.

aku kena tau, sapa yang pakai Mac dari Kuching yang selalu sangat masuk cik belog aku neh? tolong la tinggalkan jejak, so that boleh la aku report kat polis gi melawat lain kali.

dalam satu hari pernah sampai dua kali masuk sini. kurang dari sejam pulak tuh. seingat aku la kan, takde kot kawan kat Kuching. ye, konfirm. takde.

herm herm. dah lama nak tanya actually, tapi selalu lupa. grrrr!

tolong ye cik/encik dari Kuching, nanti tinggalkan jejak okay so that i can have a clue about you.

yang curios,

it's me, little ain~

sad Larry

Bonjour!

arini letih tahap asbestos. saket tumit sebab berdiri lama sangat. herm. itu adalah sign yang aku semakin muntil, pertambahan bilangan lipatan spare tyre di perut. pertambahan bilangan dagu untuk menggantikan dagu asal jugak.

video ni saje aku upload kat sini. nak bagitau, kalo orang tu tengah sedih atau depress atau tensyen atau even marah atau apa apa je la yang seangkatan dengannya, tak patot kita paksa dia untuk cakap kat kita. mungkin dia perlukan masa. kalo paksa, dia tamau cakap. kita jugak saket ati. pastu, jadi la macam dalam video ni. orang lain yang emo, dia pulak yang lebih. heeee :D

haruslah aku beradu dahulu. tak larat nak bukak mata dah rasanya. syokknya kalo boleh tido dalam bilik ibu.

tapi walau tak boleh nak bukak mata macam mana pon, harus aku gi makan kek birthday aku dulu. tamau ketinggalan. pastu malas nak gosok gigi sebab berus gigi dalam bilik mandi ibu *alasan seorang pemalas*, pastu cuci muka *rajen pulak*, pastu belayar ke bintang kejora.

minggu last kat rumah ni, sebelom balek Kelantan untuk raya haji kat kampong, then balik sini, terus ke uum untuk berperang berjuang di medan exam. sebelom exam, haros la ingat assignment kena submit lagi dua. this 17th, and 24th. gila la jadual aku sem ni. mujo tak sawan. haih.

aku tau entry ni agak tak bermotif sikit. tapi, aku nak tulis jugak. takleh nak pikir matang dah, tapi waras lagik. hehehe :)

nice weekend, everyone!

adios.

it's me, little ain~

mati kauuu

adeh! mati gua matiii!

aritu terpatahkan kerusi aerobik ibu gara gara dudok online atas tuh. mujo tak kena marah sebab aku chin chun chow balek uum sebelum beliau sedar. arini aku terpatahkan bunga beliau sebab ter'smash' tingkap bilik kat mende alah tu. mau tidak? dah laa panjang tak hengat. ape jenis nama bunga aku pon tatau. ituuuu.. kalo beliau nampak, konpem aku nahass.

doakan aku selamat lepas kali ni..

it's me, little ain~

yang pasti

Paul the Octopus is dead.
aku nak Kelantan yang menang bola nanti. hehe^^

good day, every one :)

it's me, little ain~