How friendship breaks?

both friends will think the other is busy.
and will not contact,
thinking maybe it's disturbing.
as time passes,
both will think let the other contact.
after that,
each will think,
why should i start first?
here your love will be converted to hate.
finally without contacts,
the memories become weaker.
and so, they start to forget each other.

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i dreamed about you last three nights. i feel bad. i feel like crying. ouh i cried a lot these days, don't know why LOL. rasa macam because you knew me too well and that's why you didn't text me first haha. you knew that i won't start, kan? so, you tortured me by using this way la kan? huhu funny lah. you know how much i actually love you and care for you, kan? but still lah, you take things for granted. huhu tengok tu, aku yang geram, tapi aku salahkan dia pulak. teruk benor perangai. isk isk. habes tu nak buat camane, aku rasa macam ya Allah, beratnya nak mesej dia dulu. walhal pagi tadi baru je dengar ceramah ustazah pasal orang yang menyambung kembali silaturrahim yang terputus. in fact, aku dah tekad nak selalu jadi orang yang menyambung silaturrahim yang terputus tu, dalam usaha untuk menjadi insan yang lebih baik. tapi bila petang je, terus rasa macam grrr. siyes aku rasa macam nak moody je bila baca balek mesej ni pastu tengok balek gamba gamba kita dulu. haha macam ape je kan? wekk! sebelom aku buat perangai pelik pelik tengah bulan posa ni contohnya macam minum air hujan ke, mandi dalam washing machine ke, baik aku update belog kan? isk isk. rasa macam nak tepek je gambar aku ngan kau kat sini, tapi aku tak nak sebab aku rasa macam sangat ego nanti orang tau aku sebenarnya rindu kat kau tapi aku dah pon tulis kat sini, so aku memang sengal kan? hahaha. #kthanxbye.

it's me, little ain~