not me, not i

hai readers.

i'm still not in mood. i'm not feeling well. both inside and outside. i don't have any idea what to do and what to think. there's a lot to be told, but i don't know how to start and which one to start first. everything doesn't feel right. it's bothering me. really. don't ask me why and what. i'm not ready to talk. yet. i'll tell everything when i'm feeling better okay.  

  

i'm just not me at the moment. 

struggling to death to be all right. to look all right too. 

to act like nothing happen and

keep believing that everything's going to be okay.

but i know, it's not.

i'm sorry.

and to all my readers, thank you for visiting and leaving comments.

i appreciate that.

i'll get back to you as soon as i can.

it's me, little ain~