.always you and i

tahniah

2012-01-28T22:15:00.003+08:00

atas pertunangan kakak kesayangan harini.

atas pernikahan raja nisha pada 230112.

it's me, little ain~

nothingness really.

2012-01-11T17:04:00.000+08:00

something beautiful happened last night.

but i don't intend to share it with the rest of the world.

let me just keep it for myself.

:)

it's me, little ain~

sorrow not.

2012-01-10T15:54:00.000+08:00

i just don't understand me. i wasn't upset about everything. well maybe i did, but that's just it. thought i'm gonna cry and whine and be such a stupid emo girl but obviously i am not. i'm feelin' strange. something isn't right somewhere. no, i mean, i'm not acting all tough, but it's true i don't feel anything. is it because i'm the one who dump this friendship, so i'm not that sad? how can i not be sad? serious i don't get it. but whatever it is, i'm glad i'm fine.

tough girl i am, kann?

:)

it's me, little ain~

:)

2011-12-25T23:48:00.000+08:00

it's me, little ain~

I'll be back. I'll be okay. I'll be brand new me.

2011-12-19T14:02:00.001+08:00

meet me here (:

ps : saja berubah angin, membawa diri untuk seketika. jangan rindu aku :')

it's me, little ain~

Permata Yang Dicari

2011-12-06T12:56:00.001+08:00

Hadirnya tanpa kusedari
Menggamit kasih cinta bersemi
Hadir cinta insan padaku ini
Anugerah kurniaan Ilahi

Lembut tutur bicaranya
Menarik hatiku untuk mendekatinya
Kesopanannya memikat di hati
Mendamaikan jiwaku yang resah ini

Ya Allah
Jika dia benar untukku
Dekatkanlah hatinya dengan hatiku
Jika dia bukan milikku
Damaikanlah hatiku
Dengan ketentuan-Mu

Dialah permata yang dicari
Selama ini baru kutemui
Tapi ku tak pasti rencana Ilahi
Apakah dia kan kumiliki
Tidak sekali dinodai nafsu
Akan kubatasi dengan syariat-Mu
Jika dirinya bukan untukku
Redha hatiku dengan ketentuan-Mu

Ya Allah
Engkaulah tempat kubergantung harapanku
Kuharap diriku sentiasa di bawah rahmat-Mu

*********

to be honest, everytime aku dengar lagu ni, aku rasa sedih. sedih sangat. mungkin lagu ni terlalu bermakna kott. kalo dihayati lirik ni, doa sebenarnya tu. huhu. and aku rasa macam aku takde ape. this song doesn't represent me at all. haha. well, i don't live trying to impress other people other than my abah and ibu. but i know that they have thought me everything about agama, how to cover my aurat, how to make friends with other people, how to respect older people. and i know that i'm trying my best to be a good daughter, a good sister, a good friend, and also most important thing is to be Allah's servant. i know i can never be good enough. i committed sins, then i ask for Allah's forgiveness. thus, i'm giving my best to be everything that i want to be, not what others want me to be. i pray every single day so that God will send me someone who can guide me, lead me the way, and teach me to be a better person in the future. as long as i know what i'm doing, and who i am, then i'm gonna walk along, be confident and be humble.

ouhh, entry yang takde motif sebenarnya. i'm still not myself. some things that's bothering me these days, that's why. i'm sorry about this.

it's me, little ain~

sorry.

2011-12-04T17:59:00.000+08:00

am not myself since yesterday.

am not feelin' well.

it's me, little ain~

Salam Maal Hijrah

2011-11-27T13:53:00.000+08:00

aku mengharapkan keredhaan Mu Ya Allah, ke atas aku dan keluarga.

aku mendoakan terhapus dosa sepanjang tahun dan terlindung dari kecelakaan.

aku mengharapkan rezeki di awal Januari ini dan juga seterusnya.

berkati aku dan keluarga, kaum kerabat, dan kawan kawan.

aku mendoakan dean list untuk terakhir kalinya.

serta, jadikan aku insan yang lebih baik.

selamat tahun baru maal jirah.

nur' ain zulkefli.

Lets learn from this

2011-11-26T10:48:00.000+08:00

A Message by George Carlin:

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...

Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.

Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.

Remember, to say, "I love you" to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.

Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

George Carlin

it's me, little ain~

remedy

2011-11-24T23:31:00.002+08:00

for quite number of reasons, i've been acting the way i'm acting these days. i've been thinking a lot, observe a lot, and found a lot too. for some strange reasons, i think i'll pass about everything when it comes to you, or anything that relates to you. i know, we are not always in our best, are we? i mean, can we? the grass is not greener every where and every day, right?

i don't fancy watching and being in the situation that i am facing now. it makes me wanna puke like hell. it's like, i'm gonna have to seat for my final exam tomorrow first thing in the morning, but i haven't even get the chance to lay my fingers and eyes on the books yet, and the butterflies come crashing inside my belly and they turn all my organs upside down. well you know that feeling? no? seriously no? well, i'm sorry. maybe that's just me feeling that way. hehe. oh God, i'm suck at making jokes in english. haha. ouh please, that was not even a joke. i dont even know what's the relationship between the first line and not being able to read for final exams =.='

well, i gotta go. not wasting my time trying to challenge those spm candidates by writing an essay longer that they can afford to ;p i'm not in a good state but i do write this when i'm truly awake and sane, and maybe due to some imbalanced hormone at the moment. i shall write in my other blog (She Writes) to actually express the thoughts that i've been holding on for quite some time. once i did, everything is going to be okay afterwards. no worries, no offence.

thanks for calling, last night. i miss you :)

p/s : well, the art of saying things indirectly is not my thing, yet :)

it's me, little ain~

oh joyah

2011-11-19T23:54:00.001+08:00

rumet aku selalu belikan ikan untuk joyah.

*situasi*

aku : kesian joyah, sejuk.
rumet : abes tu, ko nak expect ape? *buat muka koya nak mati*
aku : jahat! *gelak gelak*
rumet : sayang joyah *sambil selimutkan joyah*
aku : eleh, aku lagi sayang kat joyah
rumet : yelah. kau yang belikan ikan kat dia hari-hari *muka perli belagak*

*bergusti gelak gelak. senget punye rumet*

it's me, little ain~

kite kawen, jum?

2011-11-18T12:52:00.000+08:00

Rumet : Aku tak caye sume benda dalam dunia ni lasts forever.
Aku : Marriage lasts.
Rumet : Aku tak caye marriage tu lasts.
Aku : Ya Allah. doa ba, doa. Takkan nak sekerat jalan? Aku nak masuk syurga ngan die.

*terdiam*

tiba-tiba teringatkan ini,

Ya Allah, jika benar jodoh aku dengannya, Kau permudahkanlah.

tiba-tiba aku rasa sedih dan takot. what if everything doesn't turn out to be like what i want them to be?

it's me, little ain~

of B word.

2011-11-15T18:57:00.001+08:00

I know I should not curse, I just can't help it. I'm sorry T___T

little ain~

thanks :D

2011-11-11T00:54:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Ouhh sangat lama tak menaip sesuatu yang bermanfaat (?) kat cik belog ni. kesian.

this is one quick update i promise. i would like to thank everyone for the wishes and prayer on my birthday, last tuesday. i'm sooo happy and glad receiving those kat wall facebook, handphone, twitter, ym, skype, macam macam. i feel hot! ahahaha gilos. ignore me ;p not only that, i'm happy because me and you (yes, you) dah macam boleh nak start all over again. haaa jangan pikir bukan bukan. what i meant is that, aku dengan dia dah start boleh kawan balek, again after i dont know lah berapa lama dah terputus hubungan persahabatan ni. aku jugak yang terhegeh hegeh nak putus kawan bagai sebenarnye. tahu lah aku ni, angin tak tentu fasal T.T tapi cayo lah cakap den, den ni tak marah lama pon. dah habes sebulan dua marah, sejuklah tu. isk. so, aku consider itu sebagai hadiah untuk hari lahir aku untuk tahun ni. Alhamdulillah :)

apart from that, my many thanks to my lovely ibu for that big square chocolate cake you bought for us, ida, me and abelong. since my sister's birthday was on 7th, mine on 8th, and my eldest brother on 13th, so kira celebrate sekali lahh kan. heee thanks ibu. love you!

then, i bought myself a new handbag. wihuuu! self treat lah katakann. hahaha. actually, i have never ever fancy a handbag before. rasa macam tak perlu je lagi handbag sebab come on, i'm still young. handbag is for orang orang tua. ahahaha. and i seriously don't know what has gotten into me that day, i went to kb mall, window shopping dalam pacific, intai guess yang tengah less tuh, and suddenly the idea crossed my mind, "why not i get myself a handbag? it's my birthday after all'. pastu pegi pilih, tengok mana mana yang berkenan, then tat taraaaa! i got you. hehehe. to be honest, i'm surprised with myself. ain, a handbag? it can't be. fine lah, i used to adore that bonia beg time temankan ibu pegi shopping handbag dia dulu. and it costs RM1k++. so i was like crazeyy for that beg because it's sooo hot. well, it fits the price lah kan. kalah beg ibu. hahaha. but then, since i'm not into handbag yet, some more RM1k (mane nak cekau seribu di tengah alam) so mende tu macam lupa camtu je lah. but this time, it was one drastic decision T____T

not only that (yeahh i know i said this is one quick update. guess i lie ;p), i'm starting to feel like imma need a lipstick! it can't be this serious. but i do. before this, i only used lip gloss, and pakai pon for like once a month =.=' and suddenly i think i should get myself a lipstick. huhu. i know i sound like 16 years old school girl yang baru datang period, baru nak kenal dunia and baru nak upp. ouhh that sounds pathetic! ahahaha. but i do. seriously i do.

what else? herm. oh yaa, today. this evening, i went to al-ikhsan, dengan niat nak temankan the sister cari selipar. masuk je dalam al-ikhsan tu, i tried lah kan selipar-selipar kat situ, takkan nak dudok saje pulak kan. pastu lepas dah cube try test, pegi kaunter, bagi kad, sain slip, and dancing dalam kedai tu =.=" oh my God, beli selipar baru yeayyy! this time, it's an apple green nike. woot woot. sooo happy. alaaa bukan ape, nak gantikan my old purple adidas, dah uzur bebenor keadaan die. ahahaha i know i'm making up excuse, but biar lahh. ahaha. plus, it's wayyy cheaper beli kat al-ikhsan rather than beli kat butik nike, gonna cost me RM109 last time i checked kat alor star. mahal kann? so, better beli kat sini. huhu :D

selipar lama. time ni baru lagi lah. sekarang dah kesian. huhu :D

okeyy, selipar baru tak kisahlahh, everyone pon nak beli selipar baru kan? but lipstick and handbag? ouhhh never cross my mind before. think i'm slowly turning into someone else. i mean, big girl. kott? ahaha. i'm 22 now, and i should act like one. tak boleh dahh nak menggedik tak tentu fasal. boleh, tapi biar la kena pada tempat dan masanya. takkanlahh twenty four seven hours nak menggedik kan? mengade takpe, because it's who i am. ahaha okayy silakan letak baldi tempat korang sume, in case rasa macam nak muntah kann. hehehe :D

orait then, i should go. walhal i was so desperate nak siapkan assignment since i'm going back to uum on saturday. tapi sempat lagi terlayan cik belog. sure lepas ni terus tido. ngantok amatt. satu hari tadi gi jalan jalan with my sisters. so again, my many thanks for each and everyone of you for your sincere wish and pray. i do pray so that God keeps us all healthy and that He will protect us wherever we are.

until next time, good night all :)

love,
ainzulkefli.

Weakest point T.T

2011-10-31T12:06:00.000+08:00

"Never get too attached to anyone because attachment leads to expectations, expectations lead to dissapointments'.

- Twitter, I Think That Way.

*********

it's me, little ain~

sekaligus

2011-10-15T00:19:00.000+08:00

buat aku menangis dan gelak.

it's me, little ain~

The Mamis.

2011-10-07T11:34:00.004+08:00

kurang 2 orang >.<

love.

it's me, little ain~

:)

2011-10-01T01:31:00.001+08:00

i'm living a good life so far.

so, don't you worry about me.

and i'm sorry for again, dissapear *lah sangat*

thou i know no one ever me notices me gone. hehehe :D

hope you enjoy your weekend tomorrow.

love,
little ain~

it goes to each and everyone of you, people :)

2011-09-16T16:16:00.000+08:00

"I like not only to be loved, but also to be told that I am loved. I am not sure that you are of the same kind. But the realm of silence is large enough beyond the grave. This is the world of light and speech, and I shall take leave to tell you that you are very dear."

- George Eliot, A Letter to a Friend.

love you.
it's me, little ain~

the chase :)

2011-09-15T12:59:00.003+08:00

"The person who loves you is not the person who sees you everyday, but the person who looks for you everyday."

- unknown.

just the way you are :)

it's me, littleain~

Wordless Wednesday #8 : Rindu sayang saye :'(

2011-09-14T22:00:00.000+08:00

:'(

it's me, little ain~

Wordless Wednesday #7 : Kenangan Koke

2011-09-07T19:46:00.000+08:00

it's me, little ain~

quick update #2

2011-09-06T23:01:00.002+08:00

abaikan sebijik komen sesat di situ :)

klik untuk tumbesaran.

isk isk. nampak tak? kau orang nampak tak encik adam cakap ape tu? okay, sekarang aku dah cuak gila. beliau punya expectation kat aku macam setinggi gunung everest. i mean, bukan aku je lah. untuk semua especially bba logistics students. kan aku dah cakap kat previous entry encik adam memang buat student search, cari sape yang register for his class. scarry kan? haaa seriously no play play lah when he starts talking about pressure because surely it's gonna be tough, it's not gonna be easy at all. tapi encik adam puts his trust on me. he believes i can handle the pressure. huuu he's a killer lecturer you know. even sdg pon ada yang fail kalo tak datang last meeting tau. seriously aku susah nak tolak offer ni, tapi aku tau payah. payah subjek ni. aku takleh main main sem depan, aku kena dapat 3.8 tau. ni bukan hangat hangat taik ayam. ni azam aku buat untuk abah. aku niat ni sebagai hadiah untuk abah, dan Allah tentunya. isk isk. bukan dilemma. tapi entahlah.

selamat malam, semua.

it's me, little ain~

quick update

2011-09-05T14:09:00.001+08:00

abaikan yang lain. tengok wall post encik adam je, people! :D

klik untuk tumbesaran yang sihat dan kuat.

hoh! hambek kau. aku tetiba neves. encik adam post kat wall aku. siap offer aku masuk kelas beliau lagi. sobsobsob, terus naik bulu roma aku. neves gila campor eksaited campor kembang sebab rasa macam encik adam sangat sayang kat aku LOL abaikan yang terakhir itu. seriously, aku tak penah masuk kelas encik adam. aku cuma student SDG (Self Development Group) je. aku ada cerita pasal beliau dalam entry ni [klik] and now he's offering me to join him in his class. i know it would be exciting because he's one of the best logistics lecturers in uum and he has wide experience about logistics world and current issues. though he knew that i'm not from bba logistics, but still, he wants me to consider his offer, seriously. this is an honor for me. i bet encik adam dah start search nama students yang register for his class and he's offering me a seat. and i, seriously am going to consider this offer and will get back to him as soon as possible. thank you, encik adam. ~~don't forget to give me A+~~ you are the best. that's why you're my favorite lecturer! :)

it's me, little ain~

pesen yang aku tak bekenan neh.

2011-09-04T20:34:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

apa khabar orang orangan. waras? LOL

malas nak kona kiri kanan, aku nak straight to the point je. tadi petang aku gi bandar dungun, dengan niat saje je nak menyebok kazen ngan adik aku tu berjalan. haha. so, aku pegi tu santai je la kan sebab bukan nak pegi buat apa pon. kazen ngan adik aku tu pakai track suit je. aku pon same lah, pakai skinny ngan t-shirt bodo bodo je.

then, disebabkan arini ari ahad, kat terengganu terchenta lagi tenang damai aman dan permai ni *pulak dah* sume dah start sekolah, pejabat kerajaan pon dah bukak kan, politeknik ngan uitm pon dah start kuliah and all lah. so kat bandar dungun ni penuh lah dengan manusia manusia, especially student politeknik ngan uitm. aku assume lah, sebab dengan luggage, dengan text book setebal kamus dewan kat rumah aku, dengan laptop macam macam jenis. so, nak dijadikan kisah. time aku dok jenjalan tu, beberapa ketul budak budak baru nak up ni LOL pandang kitorang ni macam "euwww please tepi sikit nak lalu boleh tak. aku student poli/uitm, kau hado?" aku dah macam -.-' haih tulun lah sayang sayang sekalian. i am well informed that you're a student, i can see. tapi, perlu ke kau orang buat muka macam tu? belajar ke, tak belajar ke, we are human, kan? so, please respect us. respect other people tooo.

ini baru lah kisah kat bandar dungun. kalo time aku balek rumah saje saje nak bercuti thou lecturer pung pang pung pang tengah bagi lecture dalam kelas, kawan kawan sume bersengkang mata buat assignment sebab nak tolong kaver kan aku punya part haha, aku bersenang lenang gi makan angin kat bandar kuala terengganu. kalo aku lalu depan politeknik kota tu kan, port budak budak poli lepak depan bank islam, hohh. diorang pandang aku macam nak telan. sebab apa? sebab aku ni budak kampong tak belaja. aku pegi kelas dow, pakai baju ~~keparat~~ korporat mechanical engineering and all. kau hado? isk isk nan hado. tapi takpelah, nak buat camane kan. kita tak pandai. tak study engineering macam awak :)

lagi satu hak aku tak bekenan. aku ni jenis pakai tudong bawal. tak pakai shawl. ada jugak lah beli sikit sikit tapi tak pakai pon. so, kalo time berjalan tu, memang aku lebih selesa dengan tudong bawal je ah. then, kalo berjalan especially kat kuala terengganu ni lah, geng geng cantik yang pakai shawl yang hawt nak matii tu kan pandang aku macam "errr excuse me. aku cantik, pakai shawl. kau tak cantik, memang tak up to date langsung pakai tudong macam tu. budak kampong!". lorhh. dah tu aku nak buat camano? aku dah memang jenis pakai tudong bawal. kang kalo aku pakai shawl senget senget, nanti sume hewan hewan kat zoo mati tekejet tengok aku, sape nak tanggung? kalo aku pegi tayang muka aku kat lembu bapak kau, mau gak dia mati lemas sesak nafas sebab semput lari tengok aku. haa sape nak ganti? sobsobsob.

ini aku suka yang amat. pakai shawl, cantik and pandai yet she's humble :)

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itulah dia. aku bukan jeles korang student poli ke, student uitm ke, kau pakai shawl ke, rambut karat ke hape. aku cuma tak suka kau orang tengok orang orang lain as if diorang takde hak nak jenjalan ngan family and friends. please, respect people. jangan buat macam tu lain kali. Allah tak penah pon nak beza bezakan hamba Dia kan? so, siapalah kita nak membezakan di antara kita sendiri. ehhh tiba tiba tukar pakai purdah pulak kan. heeee :D

so, that's it lah people. aku takleh nak tules panjang panjang lagi. tengah nak ribut kat sini. kena tutop router.

bye! :)

it's me, little ain~

dari mimi dyana

2011-09-03T17:52:00.001+08:00

ariffin janal, aku, taufiq ahmad, fifi and mimi dyana :)

sebenarnya takde idea pon nak update entry sebab tadi pagi kan dah up satu. huhu. i know everyone is still dalam mood raya, so do i. rasa macam tak menang tangan je kalo time raya ni kan. femes nau abah ni haa. mujo aje bukan ketua kampong, kalo tak, lagi mau pecah rumah ni eh. haha. sampai arini still lagi pakai baju raya, sebabnya people still coming. takkan la nak pakai baju tido pulak kan bila orang datang tu ek. so baik standby je dengan baju raya.

ehh sori sori, ke laut sudaa entry ni.

actually ni picture yang mimi dyana buatkan untuk kitorang, crew seliparlour. saje je nak tunjuk, tu yang tepek kat sini, kasi mimi kembang gitu. hahaha. gila jahat aku mengata kat sini. mujo still lagi raya kan, so selamat hari raya maaf zahir batin mi. haha.

i know everyone is soo excited uploading their raya pictures in blog and facebook. i have my pictures too, it's just ada dalam laptop lagi satu and some more still dalam handphone, and i truly deeply madly am lazy to upload. nanti lah, kalo ada masa dan takde panyakit daun palas, aku tepek sekeping dua kat sini, buat ubat sapa sapa yang rindu aku. haha silakanlah muntah semua.

owh lupa. dah ada yang aku edit cikai cikai untuk letak kat profile picture facebook. heeee :D

muka macam mintak kaki, kan?

bai! :)

it's me, little ain~

Eid.

2011-09-03T11:31:00.001+08:00

Di kesempatan ini, ain nak ucapkan selamat hari raya aidilfitri kepada semua kawan-kawan yang beragama islam, bloggers, facebookers, twitterian, tumblrian (nah sume belasah), family yang dekat, yang jauh di sinun, boyfriends, girlfriends, best friends dunia akhirat dan sume sume lah, harap dimaafkan salah silap. kepada kak anish and fza ibrahim, happy eid sayang. maaf zahir dan batin kalo di sepanjang perkenalan kita, ada yang terlebih terkurang. halalkan segalanya okay. kepada teman seperjuangan di always you and i, ariffin janal, kepada krew seliparlour, mimi dyana, cik fifi, taufiq ahmad, ariffin janal, orang mintak maaf kalo ada tersalah silap sepanjang kita bekerjasama *muntah* bersama sama ni. kepada the mamii, cik hanum, mami afy sufi, ezlin nadia and lilohoney, ain mintak maaf jugak kalo ada salah dimana mana, okies! kepada kak syikin, ain sayang kak. ain mintak maaf kalo ada salah silap, lebih kurang, halalkan sume makan minum sepanjang dudok ngan kak okep. kepada mira yang disayangi selalu, happy eid, beb. maaf zahir dan batin. kepada azri safirah, saya sayang awak foreverlah, harap awak tau tu. maafkan kalo ada salah silap sepanjang kita kenal ni. kepada team taekwondo uum, kak yu especially, ain mintak maaf banyak banyak sebab lawan cakap kak yu sokmo time training. hehe. kepada dila, ain mintak maaf kalo terkurang lebih di mana mana okies.

woahhh. kalo nak listkan, memang tak habes lah. since i'm everybody's favorite, memang ramai benor. hahaha okay sila lempang laju laju sekarang wekkk ;p

again, happy eid, people and have a blessed raya :)

salam syawal.

ainzulkefli.

kingdoms of camelot

2011-08-28T00:42:00.001+08:00

i fall in love with this game now.

generals command and conquer dan tak layan haha. suddenly red alert II tu rase macam alahai piece of cakes sungguh. huhu! seriously. i'd love computer games since i was little girl. tatau lah what made me interested, maybe sebab i have brothers yang main those games atau pon pengaruh ibu yang kuat sangat main computer games. seriously my mother is red alert's big fan.

aku ingat kawan kawan lelaki aku yang gila main dota tu kan, diorang salu pesan kat aku jangan cari boyfriend macam diorang yang suka main dota sebab nanti takot aku saket jiwa sebab mesej tak reply call tak angkat. haha. tiap kali diorang cakap macam tu, ape yang aku buat, i just make that say-cheese-smile-face! konon macam tengah nak camwhore lah kan *muntah* haha. bukan apa, sebab aku seriously tak kesah. betol! why? sebab aku sendiri pon macam tu. TAPI (adehh bukan main besau lagi aku punya tapi kan) aku kalo boleh tak nak lah boyfriend aku tu pon kaki game jugak. SEBAB (grrr tak boleh nak lagi besar pulak en) aku tak suka lah main game berjemaah ni. ehh bukan bukan. maksud aku, kalo aku main game, takkan lah dia nak main game jugak kan? dia kena lah buat mende lain. contohnya gi siram pokok bunga ke, bagi makan kucing ke, potong rumput ke. ehhh ni bunyi dia macam suami pulak kan? tadi cakap boyfriend. hahaha kantoi berangan! wekkk >.< pastu aku ni ulat ~~bulu~~ buku orangnya. contoh buku yang aku suka sume buku yang berkaitan ngan international business lah, logistics, export import, laws, mende mende macam tu lah. seee bagus tak aku? bagus kan? hahahahaharuslahhh jangan percaya. grrr haru betei kalo aku feveret baca kitab kitab macam ni -.-' aku layan nicholas sparks auw auw <3 so, aku tak nak lah boyfriend aku nanti pon suka baca buku, baca Quran takpe. serius aku prefer something different. baru lah macam seronok bila dah kawen nanti kan? maksudnya, we have a lot to learn about one another. i may like this, but he hates that. secara tak langsung, buat kita rasa macam lebih close kan. takde lah sama je, buhsan sungguh lah awak ni. eh tak, bukan awak lah. awak best (?) okay, tak kelakar abaikan =____=

hamboi citer pasal game entah ke mana sebok cakap pasal awak awak pulek. kau orang cepat ambik parang bunuh diri sendiri sekarang. miahaha. okay, sambung balek pasal game. dulu kan, aku suka sangat game satu ni, age of empire. game tu comel ~~macam barbie~~ though dia game perang perang. aku memang tak layan lah game ~~geli~~ girlish ni. age of empire ni game zaman roman empire dulu. dia pakai men (read : manusia) as diorang punya hamba abdi. buat buat keje suma pakai kaki yelah dulu mana ada lori buldozer segala tu kan. so kalo nak food, they have to go fishing pakai lembing rejam (rejam ke?) kat tepi pantai, and they have to go hunting. they way they work are adorable seriously! and then ada jugak lah boat yang tangkap ikan, tapi yang tu untuk tangkap ikan kat tengah laut lah. nak tuna ke, ikan jaws ke, whales ke kan, baru lah stail sikit. haha. pastu kalo nak buat buildings for the empire, those hard working men akan pegi tebang the trees, then angkat kayu pastu pegi pulak bertukang. i love that game so much. kalo kau orang penah main game tu, you'll know how cute the game is. rasa macam nak makan je. but still lah, kena menang time war. jangan sebab sebok nak comel comel bagai, pastu musuh datang serang, kau baru hegeh hegeh nak buat army and all. kalo tak sempat, you just chicken out, tekan menu pastu exit game. ouh malang sungguh.

okay okay, i really have to go now. haha. i know i'd promised myself not to write long, but i failed. semalam kak anish ada cakap yang entry aku ni panjang tapi kak anish baca sampai abes. sayang kak anish mucho mucho. haha. so sorry people, rasa macam sangat eksaited. walhal tadi at first takde idea pon. kalo boleh cuma nak tulis title ngan the first sentence kat atas tu je LOL. should go now!

macam biasa, gambar tiada kena mengena dengan yang hidup atau yang dah meninggal dunia :)

errr good night semua orang. mimpi indah! :) *cakap ngan laptop*

it's me, little ain~

perasaan keterdivalicious-an yang melampau

2011-08-25T17:21:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

this is our day 25th of Ramadhan. can you imagine that people? cannot? really? seriously? okay fine lah means that you're not fasting hehe ;p

Eid is just around the corner but i can tell you that i haven't prepared anything yet. baju(s) raya belom siap lagi. just now kak pirah told me, out taylor baru je semalam working on ours, mine and my siblings while kak pirah has already gotten hers last three days. oomaijay not fair huhu :D dahlah dapat paling awal, siap boleh re-anta sebab nak alter. grrr huu gila dengki di bulan puasa. isk isk :D

well, i'm soo excited for hari raya of course. tell me who doesn't? i'm going to sekeh your kepala now. penat posa sebulan pastu pegi tarawikh lagi, then cakap tak eksaited? unless lah you're not fasting at all and tak pergi tarawikh. if you did pon, mungkin rasa macam kosong je, takde pengertian pape tentang bulan yang mulia ni. kan hari raya tu ialah hari kemenangan umat islam lepas kita dah menahan lapar dan dahaga selama sebulan ni, dan kita berjaya kawal nafsu kita dari melakukan perkara perkara yang boleh membatalkan puasa. so, chill lah semua orang. it's raya babe! :D

dalam dua puluh lima hari berpuasa ni, Alhamdulillah dah banyak ~~gila~~ jugaklah ilmu masuk dapor yang aku dapat daripada ibu kat rumah ni. agak ringan tulang membantu since aku awal awal balek aritu, then sampai buan puasa ni. so, kalo setakat nak makan kari ayam, itu just small the pieces bebeh. ecehh bunyi macam berlagak gila dan sepertinya harus disumbat kasut je, kan? LOL! kalo korang nak makan spaghetti, Insya Allah dengan besar hati aku boleh masakkan sebab spaghetti ni boleh kira macam kepakaran aku lah haha. alah apa susahnya, prego kan ada? tak pon beli je ayam brand punya tuna tu. hehe. mesti korang cakap cehhh ingatkan buat sos sendiri, kalo macam tu aku pon boleh buat laaa der. kan? kann? kannn? haaa ye lah tu =_____= pastu tak lupa jugak ilmu menjahit manik. yang ni aku dapat daripada kak pirah. tujuan belaja jahit manik ni sebab nak letak kat baju raya. tapi sebelom jahit kat baju raya, aku testing testing kat semua baju(-baju) yang lama lama dulu. dengan harapan nanti bila pakai pergi kuliah dengan baju bling bling tu, aku lah yang paling diva sekali. hahahahahaktuihhhh! perasan nak mampos tu yang aku rasa macam tak boleh bla nak hentak belipat kau kat dinding. kau lahh, bukan aku. hihihihi :D

my plan today was actually to help ibu with those curtains. tapi tatau lah camane this morning boleh pulak ter'on'kan laptop secara tak sedar. mungkin akibat daripada masih lagi dalam proses mamai baru bangun tido jalan jalan terus dudok depan laptop (sila ambik baldi letak depan kau orang mana tau in case rasa macam nak termuntah lepas baca ayat tadi kan) then, dudok punya dudok, ehhh boleh tak perasan ter'lama' lah pulak sampai pukol tiga plus plus macam tu. sungguh tak sedar. aku rasa yang amat menyesal tahap asbestos sebab terlalai dalam menjalankan tanggungjawab sebagai seorang anak yang baik (okay, dah boleh muntah dalam baldi depan kau orang tu sekarang) hahaha!

sekarang dah nak pukol lima. lagi dua jam plus plus dah nak bukak pose dan menjadikan countdown untuk Eidulfitri cuma tinggal lagi tiga hari je. mujo lah cuaca arini elok, sejuk. tak panas, tapi tak hujan. mendung dan redup je. so takde lah rasa macam ya Allah, aku macam dah nak mati pastu baring atas katil terus tido macam aku je lah sorang yang puasa macam nak mintak penampor pon ada gak kan -.-' tapi kau orang jangan pikir aku pulak yang buat perangai macam ni, aku tak lah. orang lain la tu kot? kihkihkih! tapi sebenarnya cuaca yang macam gini lah buat orang ~~utan~~ rasa macam nak tido je kan? nak makan, puasa. nak mandi, euw euw sejuknya. herm. aku tatau lah dalam tiga garis panduan (?) yang aku bagi ni, kau orang dalam golongan yang mana satu. tapi aku termasuk dalam golongan orang yang belom mandi lagi. HAHAHAHAHA.

bye! :)

p/s : sape muntah dalam baldi tu batal posa takleh raya. muahaha :DD

it's me, little ain~

How friendship breaks?

2011-08-24T16:39:00.000+08:00

both friends will think the other is busy.
and will not contact,
thinking maybe it's disturbing.
as time passes,
both will think let the other contact.
after that,
each will think,
why should i start first?
here your love will be converted to hate.
finally without contacts,
the memories become weaker.
and so, they start to forget each other.

**************

i dreamed about you last three nights. i feel bad. i feel like crying. ouh i cried a lot these days, don't know why LOL. rasa macam because you knew me too well and that's why you didn't text me first haha. you knew that i won't start, kan? so, you tortured me by using this way la kan? huhu funny lah. you know how much i actually love you and care for you, kan? but still lah, you take things for granted. huhu tengok tu, aku yang geram, tapi aku salahkan dia pulak. teruk benor perangai. isk isk. habes tu nak buat camane, aku rasa macam ya Allah, beratnya nak mesej dia dulu. walhal pagi tadi baru je dengar ceramah ustazah pasal orang yang menyambung kembali silaturrahim yang terputus. in fact, aku dah tekad nak selalu jadi orang yang menyambung silaturrahim yang terputus tu, dalam usaha untuk menjadi insan yang lebih baik. tapi bila petang je, terus rasa macam grrr. siyes aku rasa macam nak moody je bila baca balek mesej ni pastu tengok balek gamba gamba kita dulu. haha macam ape je kan? wekk! sebelom aku buat perangai pelik pelik tengah bulan posa ni contohnya macam minum air hujan ke, mandi dalam washing machine ke, baik aku update belog kan? isk isk. rasa macam nak tepek je gambar aku ngan kau kat sini, tapi aku tak nak sebab aku rasa macam sangat ego nanti orang tau aku sebenarnya rindu kat kau tapi aku dah pon tulis kat sini, so aku memang sengal kan? hahaha. #kthanxbye.

it's me, little ain~

Wordless Wednesday #6 : La Tahzan

2011-08-24T07:32:00.001+08:00

it's me, little ain~

chaiyok! :)

2011-08-23T22:02:00.000+08:00

saya harap awak kuat. saya sayang awak :)

p/s : you can cry as much as you want. it's okay :)

love.

ainzulkefli.

semoga.

2011-08-21T22:56:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Alhamdulillah, arini sekali lagi aku diberi kesempatan untuk menjadi tetamu di rumah Allah. setelah dua hari cuti sebab malas -.-' dua hari lagi cuti sebab ke johor, arini dah boleh sambung balik bertarawikh. arini macam bese aku dudok saf depan, cumanya aku dapat jadi orang kedua paling awal di sebelah kanan, selalunya aku orang ketiga sebelah mok su kedai. mok su isteri pak imam yang first sekali. yang kat sebelah aku orang keempat, mok su ape entah, tapi isteri pak imam jugaklah. haaa see, aku dudok sebelah tiga orang mok su, dua mok su isteri pak imam. yang sebelah mok su pak imam yang dok sebelah aku tu, isteri pak bilal. hoh tudiaaaa aku dudok di kalangan orang orang kuat kampung ni lah.

muehehehe :D

Alhamdulillah kali ni aku berpeluang pose kat rumah. full version punya. Alhamdulillah jugak aku boleh bertarawikh. dulu time pose kat kolej, jarang sangat nak turun tarawikh sebabnya kat kolej, bukan buat berjemaah tiap tiap hari. so kena pergi masjid. masjid bukan jauh sangat pon, tapi alasan malas tu banyak yang amat, seluas langit dan bumi. SubahanAllah. time uitm dulu lagi lahh. masjid memang jauh, kena naik rapid kl T603 nak gi masjid tu. memanglah dalam uitm je, tapi jauh lah. some more sebab fakulti jauh di sinun seksyen 17. so balek pon dah malam. selalunya memang bukak pose tepi jalan kat seksyen 2 tu, sementara tunggu driver rapid kl T603 masuk keje balek, pukol lapan. penah jugak bukak pose kat cafe fakulti tengah tengah magrib gelap guguk (read : gelita).

so since dah balek rumah ni, secara personal takde alasan lah aku tak gi masjid. orang selalu cakap, jadikanlah Ramadhan ni seolah olah Ramadhan yang terakhir bagi kita. aku takot ya Allah, macamane lah kalo betol betol Ramadhan ni yang terakhir kali untuk aku? =.='

hari jumaat waktu aku on the way gi johor, abang aku singgah semayang jumaat. aku ngan kak lang dudok bawah pokok dengar khutbah jumaat. ya Allah, terasa insaf yang amat sangat masa dengar khutbah jumaat tu, rasa macam nak menangis je. betapa sebenarnya Ramadhan ni harus diisi dengan seribu amalan dalam kita nak mengejar keredhaan Allah. pastu ada tok imam cakap pasal malam Lailatul Qadar. kalo kita ada rezeki jumpa malam Lailatul Qadar ni, seolah olah diampunkan dosa kita sepanjang hidop. AllahuAkbar. pastu tok imam cakap, seeloknya eloklah kita mendatangi masjid di malam hari untuk samayang sunat tarawikh demi untuk menampong amalan amalan wajib kita.

macam macam lagi dalam khutbah jumaat dua hari lepas. serasa aku nak menitik air mata kat situ jugak. oleh kerana kak lang ada, so tahankan je lah. malu sehh. tapi itulah, aku bersungguh sungguh Ramadhan kali ni. mana lah tau kalo ni lah kali terakhir aku berpuasa di rumah dengan ibu abah. sobsobsob ouhh tibatiba tacing.

thus, mari lah kita sama-sama berdoa semoga amalan amalan kita kali ni diterima Allah swt. semoga Allah merahmati kita semua, keluarga dan jugak rezeki yang Allah bagi ni.

may this Ramadhan brings the best in us and may the best stays in us forever. Ameenn.

semoga.

love.

ainzulkefli.

olololo shuweet ;p

2011-08-21T15:55:00.000+08:00

*pengsan*

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i'm home by the way! :)

it' me, little ain~

sleepy-head and all lazy

2011-08-19T10:30:00.000+08:00

it happened again this morning. well padan muka sapa suruh semalam tido lewat sebok sangat gi berjihad ke medan perang. kalo betol betol boleh gi perang macam zaman zaman Nabi dulu, Alhamdulillah mati shahid aku.

bangun sahur macam tak bangun. abah siap hairan bin ajaib aku ni arini ngan pagi semalam pon tak makan nasi. aku hanya mampu bersikap jujur lah, "ngatok bahh". pahtu abah kate, "ngatok". huhu tu je. Alhadulillah! kalo abah sambung lagi part yang kalo lagi belom pukol satu takkan gosok gigi plus lepas dah pukol dua pagi baru semayang Isya kalo time hari tak gi tarawikh, hohh padan muka! T____T eeee nehi babujii. ngeri aku teringat insiden aritu kat sini.

pastu tengah sahur, aku minum nescafe je, pastu terus pengsan atas kerusi depan tivi. takleh bukak mata huuu. walhal semalam dah janji takkan tak makan nasi arini, pastu nak tunggu subuh before azan and all. ouhhh hampagas palsu sungguh. pastu tak lama lepas tu, abang aku hak sorang tu pon sampai rumah, dari johor. aku serious-wa-cakap-lu-wa-tak-larat-woooo terus tido, tak layan nak gi salam dah dalam hati, babe that can wait hehehe :D terus tido sampai 6.20 baru masuk bilik.

so now, less than one hour time, i'll be off to johor bharu with the brother and the sister. and yet, here i am gluing my bum to the chair just for the sake of telling you how sleepy i was this morning, yesterday's morning and the day before yesterday's morning and the next morning and the other morning and the other morning bila nak abis kau punya morning memang mintak kasut betollah. hahaha :D

huuu ngantok!

and you know what, the brother dah almost nak siap since he doesn't have to pack anymore as he just arrived this morning kan. and my sister dah siap mandi, almost ready too. only me yang still belom buat ape ape, tudong belom iron. bateri ipod flat, battery handphone pon same, mandi jangan cakap lah belom lagi, tapi still jugak wangi as ever.

errrr? abaikan =.='

hokay hokay, better get going now. i'll be in touch. so, don't worry people! kuikuikui *heh ade ku kesah?*
hahahaha takde orang kisah pon ade ke takde, tak meninggalkan kesan kepada keamanan sejagat langsung. muahaha.

till later people. take care! :)
Happy Friday.

ps : doakan aku selamat sampai dan selamat balek.
ps : azri safirah is coming over right after i got back from johor. can't wait!
ps : i'm gonna miss si kecik nazura for two days.
ps : by the time this entry is posted, i'm all ready to go on board.

love.
it's me, little ain~

Wordless Wednesday #5

2011-08-17T23:47:00.002+08:00

it's me, little ain~

Nothingness #5

2011-08-09T19:06:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

well, really don't have any idea what to write. hahaha.

anyway,

it's me, little ain~

Forgot to put the title just now. Hehe :D

2011-08-08T16:42:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

after my last entry, it's been days, isn't it? so here i am today, coming here and trying to put every single thought that i have in mind into words. for some reasons which i don't have the slightest idea why and what, i feel like crying so badly T_______T

today is day eight of Ramadhan. it feels great. i'm grateful that i still live and healthy to be around. Alhamdulillah.

i remember those years. primary school, secondary school, university years. fasting had always been a challenge for me. but i made it. for once after years (so lazy to count), only this time i got the chance to fast at home, with the family. and i'm sure for some of you too. and i seriously can't say tell how grateful i am for this. thank you Allah.

well, actually there's something i want to share today. but perhaps not in this entry since i don't have any idea how to say it. and this entry also seemed pointless, isn't it? hehehe. so, i shall stop now.

selamat berbuka puasa nanti.

it's me, little ain~

Belantik

2011-07-29T15:44:00.000+08:00

Mak tepon cakap nak datang ~~masuk minang~~ bawak buah buah kebun.

Alahai makk. Dah balek tiga bulan pon =____=

it's me, little ain~

Cry heh.

2011-07-27T21:14:00.000+08:00

"Because what was the point of crying when there was no one to comfort you? And what was worse, when you couldn't even comfort yourself?"

- Cassandra Clare.

it's me, little ain~

Wordless Wednesday #4 : She is me.

2011-07-27T12:06:00.000+08:00

it's me, little ain~

Ikan

2011-07-22T14:03:00.000+08:00

Arini upgrade satu lesson di dapur.

Ibu ajar siang ikan.

Cantiknya ikan ibu siang.

Aku punya? =____="

Beginner lah katakan.

Cuci ikan, ibu tengok cite Korea.

Ibu datang cekk.

Tak lulus.

Huuuu T_____T

it's me, little ain~

nescafe

2011-07-07T17:18:00.000+08:00

Mengantok. Penat.

Ke dapor.

Minum nescafe.

Takleh tido.

Mentang mentang dah pandai buat nescafe sedap.

Cehhh ;p

it's me, little ain~

fight!

2011-07-05T11:28:00.000+08:00

i'm having difficulties to breath.
with every breath i take, i make sound.
my hands tremble for only God knows why.
my whole body shakes as the adrenaline rushes inside.
i can feel my heart pumps the blood and it smashes my chest real hard.
heavy breath, really.
i know i sound like i'm dying.
pathetic sungguh.
i was struggling in front ibu just now.
tried not to shed a single tear in front of her till my lips trembled.
felt like i failed her.
felt like i failed abah.
felt like i failed the whole family.
felt like i've sinned.

dear God,
i'm not finish yet.

it's me, little ain~

asthma

2011-07-04T21:21:00.001+08:00

i went to see the doctor today.

doktor cakap aku ade penyakit asthma.

ouhh.

rasa macam nak mati T____T

it's me, little ain~

of today

2011-07-02T21:18:00.000+08:00

i cook again, just now.

this time, it was a success.

they said, 'terbaik'.

hehe. so happy! i should cook very often after this. i have to.

ps : i saw that red nikon dslr again today. it's super cute. plan to own it next semester. told my brother already. he'll be my sponsor. thank you! :)

ps : we went shopping today. ibu bought that gorgeous bonia handbag. grrrr!

Anais Nin

2011-06-28T18:14:00.003+08:00

i suddenly fall in love with her.
got to have all of her books.
they will be in my wishlist for books.
yeayy! :)

it's me, little ain~

Nothingness #4

2011-06-27T19:22:00.001+08:00

Hai people.

it's been days since my last entry, isn't it?
so many things to tell. but there are things that need my immediate attention.
i'll try to find some time to write everything.
i owe Fayad two entries.
my bestfriend, Azri Safirah, one entry.
Nik Arash one entry.
Kak Anish sayang, one entry.
i also didnt get the chance to wish June's people on their birthday.
oh God, i'm soo sorry.

got to go. dah nak Azan ni. by the way, this is my second day of fasting.
it feels okay.
but today, i'm getting tonsil. my throat is sore and it hurts to the max.
can't even swallow. i'm pretty sure fever is on its way.
it's been ages since my last fever.
anyway, better it happens now rather than bulan pose nanti, kan?

love you, people.

it's me, little ain~

of hopes and dreams.

2011-06-18T14:51:00.001+08:00

"I know not what the future holds, but I know who holds the future".

- syahmi zainal azhar, 2011.

all the best.
ainzulkefli.

Happy Birthday, babe! :)

2011-06-17T19:36:00.000+08:00

dear taha, happy 22nd birthday!
kau dah tua. hahaha :)
aku doakan kau dipanjangkan umor, dimurahkan rezeki.
semoga selamat dunia akhirat.
selamat berpraktikum.
heeee :)

bestfriend forever,
ainzulkefli.

Taj Mahal

2011-06-16T23:39:00.002+08:00

nice isn't it?

i wish i could give something priceless to my #DearFutureWife like Shah Jehan build Taj Mahal for his lovely third wife, Mumtaz Mahal.

me, AJ.

well done.

2011-06-16T20:56:00.001+08:00

he passed with flying colors.

congratulations :)

it's me, littleain~

poghasan me? heh, never!

2011-06-16T12:58:00.002+08:00

macam macam lah orang zaman sekarang ni. serius aku tak paham la kan =.="

serius aku tak kesah langsung, you don't have to explain.

i don't need your explanation at all. honestly!

cuma yang penting, it's you who have to change.

be honest with people you make friends with.

don't lie to them. you break their trust each time you lie.

and siriusly, i never poghasan or said that you like me.

heh, never. so please, stop it.

i think this is the end of our so-called friendship.

everything that you said in your letter will not change anything between us.

just so you know, i'm not hurt. seriously.

in fact, i'm glad :)

ps : can't wait to go home next week.

ps : can't wait to see the family, and besties. miss you!

it's me, little ain~

I tell you the story of Us.

2011-06-15T19:44:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

hehehe. thou i have posted one entry for Wordless Wednesday this morning, but i just can't wait to post this one :)

entry ni aku buat sepesel punya untuk krew seliparlour, mimi. why oh why? sebab, time aku dok menggodek godek kat dashboard tadi, baru aku perasan yang entry aku dan jugak ariffin janal (whom is also one of seliparlour's crew) dah post adalah sebanyak tiga ratus enam puluh lima entry ghupenya. banyak kan tu. let say kalo aku post entry tiap tiap hari selama tiga ratus enam puluh lima entry, tu dah maksudnya setahun kan. tapi yang pasti cik belog aku ni dah berumor lebih dari tu dah. aku ni sepatutnya dah layak dipanggil blogger veteran la kan. hahahahaktuihhh. poghasan lak ehh ;p

so anyway, apa kena mengena entry tiga ratus enam puluh lima hari ni dengan mimi dyana? heee takde apa menarik pon ;p cehhh jahat gila ayat aku kan. bunyik macam dengki je. huhu lempang laju laju kangg. actually, mimi baru je seminggu lepas tukar dia punya url belog kepada three-65.blogspot.com. so, itulah kena mengenanya. hehehe. plus, aritu dia penah macam perli perli mak kat facebook kan, pasal dua entry mak yang lepas yang bunyik dia macam ehem ehem sikit kann. walhal takde ape ponn. so mak pon cakap la ngan dia, nanti mak buat satu entry untuk dia. hahaha :D oleh itu, korang sume boleh la mengunjungi belog mimi dyana, ariffin janal ngan lagi sorang crew seliparlour, which is cik fiffy. diorang punye belog kadang kadang sengal sikit, tu yang aku baca pon rasa macam nak bunuh diri je. ehh, salah. maksud aku, kadang kadang aku rasa macam nak gi bunuh je diorang ni. ahaaa that sounds better :p

sila klik untuk tumbesaran yang sihat walafiat.

itu haa, aku siap print screen segala nak bagi bukti yang aku tak tipu kann. kalo aku tipu, nanti ariffn janal pulak datang reveal kat kau orang cakap aku tipu. sebab apa? sebab ariffin janal sebenarnya seorang yang aku telah jemput khas dari ~~Bangladesh~~ dpp eon uum untuk menjadi penulis kedua di cik belog terchenta ni. silakan tepuk tangan sekali sahaja untuk beliau. yeayy :)

okay then, itu sajalah untuk entry kedua pada hari ni. aku eksaited terlebih la pulak kan, since arini happy yang amat sangat sebab aku punye carry mark untuk applied stat ni berjumlah lima puluh per lima puluh peratus. Alhamdulillah. syukur ya Allah. at least aku tau yang aku dah pon lulus paper ni. cuma tinggal final untuk work hard, seriously hard. God, please help me and friends.

akhir kata, sebelom penutup entry ni, aku sertakan korang dengan headers chantek crew seliparlour. and, aku punye header sah sah la korang boleh tengok kan kat atas tu haaa. yang paling loser sekali. nak buat tak gheti lak eh. nak buat camane kann, buta teknologi T_____T aritu ariffin janal ada janji nak buat tau. pastu bila aku constantly menuntut janji itu kat fb, dia jawab, "banyak task ni. satu2 ye, sabar". HAHAHA. fine then. akan ku tunggu demi header cumils. tak cumils siap ariffin janal ;p

so, until next time. take care, people! :)

love for Seliparlour's crews.

sincerely yours,

ainzulkefli.

Wordless Wednesday #2 : Perfecto :)

2011-06-15T10:03:00.001+08:00

Here.

it's me, little ain~

nothingness #3

2011-06-12T21:41:00.002+08:00

I believe 'trust' is the best key to a successful long distance relationship.
-ainzulkefli.

it's me, little ain~

father.

2011-06-11T11:37:00.002+08:00

Assalamualaikum people.

happy saturday :)

last night i couldn't sleep until two. so i texted fayad about today's plan and she said she has posted something on on my facebook wall. i shut my laptop off last night because i couldn't get any access to the internet. so, i studied until one. then when fayad replied my text, i took my laptop and turned it on. at first, i thought it was serindit that did the 'good job', providing me with the connection that would make my life easier, but it was actually the chrome, the google and everything that gave me problems and headache. so i click on safari and thank God, i could access to the internet happily. and suddenly i found browsing the internet via safari is fun. hahaha kill me.

so, last night when i logged in to my facebook account, i went facebook walking to some of my favorite friends whom have already started their practicum early this month. then, i saw Ida's status telling that she's worried about her father's condition now. he is admitted to HUKM due to kidney cancer. he had had undergone an operation, and now he's getting fever. this is so sad T_____T

you know ida, my father has this errr problem with kidney too. but we don't know yet whether it's not that serious or it is. everyday i pray that it's just something minor, nothing that would hurt him and makes him suffer. he used to be admitted to the hospital three times if i'm not mistaken around february and march and it broke my heart to pieces. that time i was in here, uum. i couldn't see him, i couldn't go home because i didn't know about it. he didn't want me to know about this and he asked the family to keep this from me. you know, all i can do is cry and pray soon i knew about this. i always think that my father is my hero, the best father in the world. and he will always be there for me, for us, for the family every time we need him. so he has to be strong, be very healthy so that he would make it for everyone. but i know, that is so selfish of me to think that way, to think that life won't be so cruel and everything would go as perfectly as i planned it to be. i would die if anything happens to my father, seriously.

so ida, what i want you to do is to be strong, and always pray for him. pray that God will keep your father safe and protect him from suffer and He would kill all the pain away. i know you have just started your practicum training and that would be too much to bear with, depressions and all. but i'm sure, you are a strong girl, you do stuffs that other girl can't do, so you can do this. be strong and keep holding on. i wish you, your family and especially your father, the very best.

take care, baby! :)

it's me, little ain~

ohno.

2011-06-10T15:31:00.008+08:00

another half day yang dihabeskan dengan menggodek godek segala belog tutorials dan hasilnya tidaklah membanggakan jugak T___T tapi at least aku dah ada header la kann. header yang dicedok tanpa segan silu dari suckmolly. heee! aku rasa belog akulah yang paling looser sekali. gatal sangat sape suruh. boooo. nah kau, rasakan =.="

arini jumaat kan. semalam korang tatau betapa tersiksanya aku cuci kain sampai pukol satu pagi angkara cik belog ni lah. sepatutnya kain tu sume aku cuci petang lepas balek kelas, sekali sume tergendala. then, aku paksakan jugak diri basuh sume sume tu sebab arini aku bercadang untuk kuar meronggeng rokiah ngan fayad, tengok muvie. ngehngehngeh. kamon lah, lima hari seminggu study statistic, boleh jadi sengal bersimpul simpul segala urat otak sampai ke urat kentut tau. ehh over la mak kann ;p itu yang aku eksaited sangat nak keluar esok ni. ni sume fayad punye pasal gak sebab called aku hari ahad ajak tengok muvie. aku dah macam waaa! ain ade kelas laa jap agi fayad. ouhh sadis =.="

pastu semalam lepas dah mandi pada pukol satu pagi dan berbau wangi seolah olah seperti bayi yang baru dilahirkan ke dunia, suci murni gitu yaww, aku called fayad. tapi fayad tak angkat. so sebelom tido tu aku text fayad, suruh reply mesej aku in the morning. then, aku terus tertido tak ingat satu ape dahh. siyes penat gile semalam, macam orang balek dari berperang. grrrr. then fayad reply pagi tadi lepas suboh, dia tanya kenapa, aku okay ke. so aku reply balek, tanya ape citoi plan kite arini kann. sekali fayad cakap,

"hehe.. arini i keje lagi lgla u. esok boleh?"

aku kat atas katil tu dah macam nak buat renang kuak lentang kuak kupu kupu segala dah korang tauu. gila punye frust ah sebab arini still takleh kuar. sengal ah aku camane boleh lupe yang fayad sekarang kat perlis, bukan kat sintok terchenta dahh. kat perlis memang keje lagi laa arini kann. kedah tak. ouhhh dengan penuh rela dalam terpaksa aku reply mesej fayad. hahaha. benci lahh mak. camano lah aku boleh lupe weyyy. kalo tak, aku dah takyah susah susah cuci kain semalam. buat arini pon takpe =.=" menyesal. hahaha. sengal kan aku ni. pastu dah say our goodbyes, aku pon tido balek sampai pukol sebelas, bangun, angkat kain semalam dah kering, gantung dalam locker, bukak laptop, dan sampai sekarang depan laptop, belom mandi, belom gosok gigi, belom makan, dan memang belom semayang lagi la kan for sure :)

ya Allah. anak sape ni haaaa? bertuah sungguh punye perangai. tibatiba bangun pagi tadi bukak twitter, dapat tweet cikafy ajak gi makan perwaja. huuu rindu! mau korang balek sekarang, pastu gi perwaja sekarang. and seriously i'm gonna miss lilohoney because she wont be here with us, no more.

well then, i should go mandi now. it's boiling hot in sintok nowadays. i'm sweating like a ***. u can't imagine i've been walking along tasik guthrie at this time for the past two weeks for the sake of jihad. wish i could fly. hahaha. bear with me, people! :)

don't hate us because we are beautiful, okey! :)

love.hugs.kisses.
it's me, little ain~

urghhh

2011-06-09T22:38:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum.

dari bangun tido, sampai gi kelas, pastu balek kelas, pastu sampai sekarang dah bape jam aku menghadap mende alah tutorial ni sume. last last memang harapan ah cik belog nak jadi comel ke hape kann. siyes aku tensyen tengok belog camni. banyak kott aku bukak belog tutorial dari otai otai tutorial sekalian. contohnya hana, belog cap ayam, ohninie, pastu ada lagi ahh dua tiga yang aku dah lupa apa. tapi tengoklah hasil yang sangat ~~menawan~~ mendukacitakan ini. especially header tu. huuu gila gila. malas dah aku nak melayan. biarlah tak siap ke apa, aku malas nak sorok sorok.

and my million thanks to the owner of belog cap ayam sebab sudi bagi freebie untuk aku kann. heh bukan dia bagi kat aku sorang je, dia bagi kat sume. so sekurang kurangnya boleh jugak aku tepek letak sini. dan korang pon tau la kann yang belog aku ni tak siap sebab tuan dia memang tak gheti nak buat plus tangan kreatif langsung. so, dengan berbesar hati aku nak letak freebie dari bakal doktor gigi ni kat sini. so, selagi ianya ada kat sini, selagi tulah segalanya akan terbengkalai. nasib baik aku tak buat sticky post kann. hehehe :)

again, thanks tau untuk semua belog tutorial ni. belog korang memang sangat cumils ahh. jeles nak nangis air mata darah tengok. kalo korang nak seponsor buat header untuk aku pon okayy jugak. hahahaa :)

kalo korang sume teringin nak mencantekkan belog, silalah rajenkan diri melawat diorang ni. tapi kalo korang punye belog lagi comels dari aku punye, aku akan sedih dan nangis air mata darah air hidong air telinga semua keluar tauuu! sobsobsob. wahhh gila kejam T____T sekarang aku nak gi toilet cuci kain. dah bape jam segala kije satu habuk pon tak jalan angkara belog ni. last last, sume benda pon tak jadi. tensenn!

anyway, happy Friday tomorrow.

it's me, little ain~

Wordless Wednesday :)

2011-06-08T22:04:00.000+08:00

it's me, little ain~

Sakit jiwa.

2011-06-07T23:40:00.003+08:00

klik untuk tumbesaran yang gemok macam ismail ;p

hadoiii. nak sawan aku malam ni layan ismail. itu baru sikit. yang hentahapehape dia post kat bawah bawah tu lagi banyak. nak gi tahajud segala. serius kalo dia ada kat sini sekarang, aku ambik gunting, gunting jari dia sume. padan muka dah takleh taip. hahaha :)

it's me, little ain~

You are the best.

2011-06-07T22:15:00.000+08:00

Abah,

I love you.

I love you so much!

ainzulkefli.

Hangat dan Sensasi

2011-06-04T23:27:00.000+08:00

ain join SELIPARLOUR?

goshhh!

gua, AJ.

of June

2011-06-01T12:31:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum orang orangan sekalian. apa kabar?

today is the third day of intersession. pagi tadi dah lepas satu keseronokan dunia, Managerial Mathematics. pagi tadi kuiz satu, ada lagi 3 quizzes. when i woke up this morning, i don't know why, tapi aku seriusly rasa macam nak tarik diri dari paper ni. i don't think i can do this. aku ingat aku just nak go on dengan Applied Stats je. serius to the max la kan nak drop paper ni. tapi oleh kerana satu 'something', that 'something' tu lah yang buat aku back in reality balek. tak boleh tengok belakang, i have to go through this, i have to do this thou it's hard. yes, it's hard for people like me. i love numbers tapi aku tak boleh nak digest mende alah tu. ada lagi seminggu untuk aku study dan prove myself yang aku boleh buat ni. obviously i'm not the genius type, i'm the have-to-work-hard-punye species. really, no way out for this. pukol 2 jap agi, ada lagi satu kelas, Applied Stats. kelas ni gila aku sangat bersemangat nak pergi sebab lecturer best gilos and i know, aku sebenarnya boleh buat paper ni. mungkin dulu aku tak concentrate and i have this gile kotor punya mind set kann yang caused me to fail paper ni. urghh. but never mind that. now i know what i want and what i have to achieve. i'm not going to let go of this golden opportunities, i have to work hard for it. for an A. serious people, aku nak A paper ni. God, please help me T_T you know, first day masuk kelas ni on Monday, aku buat sikit observation pasal aku punye lecturer ni. seriously i can't help myself. heeee itu keje kau ghupenye ;p she looks very young and pretty, but she's a Dr. so aku konpius pasal ~~confidence interval~~ dia nampak muda, tapi dr. so, dia mungkin dah tua, dr., tapi dia awet muda. ataupon, dia memang muda, dan dia dr., sebab dia pandai, and not yet married. ghupe ghupenye memang betol dia memang muda, dia dr., sebab dia pandai and not yet married. aku macam dah omaijay, impressive gila kott. terus semangat aku naik berkobarkobar nak belajar pandai pandai nak jadi macam dia. dengan Pn. Marlin yang sekarang dah pon jadi Dr. Marlin, aku rasa macam aku kena buat sume ni. aku kena telan, thou it's bitter, thou it's hard. and yes, it's true, nothing in this world is easy and free. work for it, ain. A doesn't come bergolek golek you know.

lagi satu, kaki sudah berbelang belang dah boleh jadi macam kuda belang dah aku rasa. memang berchenta dengan tasik gutrie la kan dua minggu nak kena berjalan kaki dari dpp sime darby terchenta ke dkg3. nampak sangat losyen nivea with berry extracts and licorice extracts for frequent sun exposure tak memberi kesan dan makna kepada kaki dan tangan aku ni kann. namun aku harap sangat nano white sun block omega shield with spf50++ dapat memelihara kulit muka aku dari bertambah tambah darjah kekelaman dan kekelabuan yang dah sedia ada ni kan. huu T___T. ape pon, aku redho je lah. demi untuk belajar, aku sanggup korbankan ape saja ;p semoga Allah memberkati aku dan semua yang tengah bersakit otakan buat paper ni in this only two weeks time. Amiinn. korang jangan lupa doakan aku sekali tauu.

anyway, lagi sekali aku nak ucapkan congratulations untuk kengkawan, BIBM students, dan jugak my lovelies yang mula berpraktikum arini. aku doakan korang yang terbaik untuk praktikum ni, untuk result akan datang, dan jugak untuk future. semoga sukses selalu. jaga diri. makan banyak banyak. hidop baik baik. yang penting sekali, jangan lupa rindu aku. heeee :D dan dan je ehh. and, thank you for the great 3 years! *sobsobsob apesal aku tacing pulak nehh. hadoii =.="

until we meet again,

I love you.

p/s. aku nak upload gambar tapi connection sedikit kesiput viva-an. so nanti lah ekk :D

p/s. memikirkan possibilities untuk takde orang nak sebab dah dapat title Dr before kawen. ya Allah T___T

it's me, little ain~

off to my in-laws lah sangat ;p

2011-05-26T00:15:00.000+08:00

i went to see my best friend today. huhu it was great! seeing a friend that you love and miss everyday when you're away. we talked about thingss. things that i can't share with somebody else i presume. just can't stop talking, telling this and that, laughed our heart out, giggled over silly things. but yeah, we did. and i'm not gonna see her again till Jun 21st. sobsobsob. but it's okay, we got another err 3 months (kot) together. we are going to have fun. meet every weekend, call thru skype, chatting kat ym, and everything. just wait :D

it's me, little ain~

hello there.

2011-05-23T21:03:00.000+08:00

Hai people! :)

how are you, orang kampong? hehe. ini hari ketiga di rumah, tapi barang masih belum abes unpack. like seriously, a 4 months semester break, what do you expect, kan? mesti la rasa macam nak bawak balek everything. takot nanti kang, menyesal pulak. penat kemas bilik ngan sumbat baju dalam luggage pon belom hilang lagi. tak termasuk angkat barang dari tingkat 3, turun ke bawah masukkan dalam kete Azu. owhh, gila mencabar. sampai sakit pinggang aku sampai ke kaki. malam dalam bas, tak dapat tido. dahla bas tak best. macam burok nak runtuh, air cond sejuk nak mati sampai aku rasa nak kena parkinson je.

mak aih, banyak nau complaintnye =.="

anyway, aku still lagi tak dalam mood nak update cik belog. i mean, seriously blogging, macam dolu dolu. tiap tiap hari nak kena update belog sebab tiap tiap hari pon ada benda nak cite. penah last semester break aku post 4 entri satu malam pasal aku ambik hati kawan kawan suruh join contest, GA and whatnot walaupon aku tau korang sampai nak muntah kaler paddle pop dah tengok entry aku je yang naik kat dashboard, ye dak? haish sabor je lah. itu semester lepas lah. kali ni tatau la pulak apo citoi nye sebab kali ni 4 bulan punya cuti. mungkin dalam masa 4 bulan cuti ni aku akan update everyday sampai korang pon akan ban aku punya cik belog ataupon aku tah update langsung sebab sebok makan kat rumah. huuu. arini je, dalam masa less than 3 hours aku makan nasik 2 kali, siap menambah nambah lagi tau. nak buat camane, makan nasi lauk budu. mau tak nampak orang belakang dah. haishh i know i know. gumuks!

by the way, this saturday i'm gonna head back to uum again, for intersession. aku ambik 2 papers, go to class for two weeks, then exam, then balek rumah again, on June 21st, InsyaAllah. macam lama kan two weeks tu? ouh membazir je masa. tapi sebab pikirkan future, i have to do this. niat kerana Allah. so InsyaAllah, everything's going to be okay. lagipon, i have company there. abang alep and paan will be there too. so does azlan king. so i'm gonna be okay. well, if it's just only me, i'm gonna be okay too. because i'm awesome and independent. heeee :D

i think that's it for today. i have to seriously unpack. looks like everything is everywhere now. it'll give me headache. dah le makan budu hari hari, bilik entah hape hape, mau gak tak kena migrain kan. hehe. i hope not. orait then, guess i'll see you later.

until next time,

bye! :)

ps. another lame entry, with a lame story and no picture.

ps. bear with me people.

ps. ismail's birthday today. so, happy birthday. you're old now. well, at least, older than me yeayy :)

it's me, little ain~

negative

2011-05-20T02:47:00.003+08:00

it's a wake up call for me.

thank you for everything you've just said.

thank you for reminding me of who i really am.

just so you know, it hurts.

and you're wrong, totally wrong.

it's me, little ain~

As I Lay Dying

2011-05-16T00:14:00.005+08:00

Guy : I deserve to die.

Girl : No. You don't.

Guy : I do, Elena. It's ok. Cause if I'd chosen differently, I wouldn't have met you.

*looking into each other's eyes*

Guy : I'm so sorry. Done so many things to hurt you.

Girl : It's ok. I forgive you.

Guy : I know you love Stefan. And it will always be Stefan. But I love you. You should know that.

*the writer sobs*

Girl : I do.

Guy : You should have met me in 1864. You would have liked me.

*the writer sobs even more*

Girl : I like you now. Just the way you are.

*the girl kisses him.

*the writer cries*

Guy : Thank you.

Girl : You're welcome.

- Elena and Damon Salvatore, The Vampire Diaries, Season 2, Episode 22.

***************

seriously aku cakap, memang sedih tahap gaban time ni. he's dying you know. aku dah macam tak keruan. pasal Stefan, memang lantak dia la kan. nak makan orang ke, nak jadi pontianak harum sundal malam ke apa kan. tapi memang dia sebenarnya yang buat Damon jadi macam tu so padan muka. huuu gila aku emo. tadi balik je dari exam Macro yang agaklah-susah-tahap-gaban-tu, terus aku makan nasi lemak nasi lebih telur sebijik kat cafe, pastu layan episode finale yang aku download dari sebelom Magrib semalam sampailah pagi ni kot baru siap, aku pon tak sure. gila siput viva ah Serindit kan. tapi takpe, still aku bersyukur. mujo gak dapat nak mengakses internet dari dalam bilik kann. and thanks to Najmiah Rahim aka jiran terbaik, sebab menjenguk di bilik risaukan aku yang menangis macam meratap sebuah kematian tadi. huhu. tapi sebenarnya, Mia memang tak suka dan takkan entertain kalo nangis sebab tivi ke apa ni. takde faedah. huhu. siap kena bebel, "cik ain, awok dok sayang ke air mate awok tu?" haha. kelakar gilaa. aku nangis, beliau membebel. heee :D anyway, got another paper to sit tomorrow. it's International Business Management Seminar. aku nak A paper ni, so doakan aku. and yeah, good luck jugak untuk semua final students IB yang ambik paper ni. aku doakan korang berjaya dan sukses. orait, better get going now. Dr. Marlin cakap tak dapat A lah kalo update belog tengok Vampire Diaries tapi slides chapter 1 dari study week sampai ke hari exam tak gerak gerak. #okthanxbye.

until next time, adios. Mrs. Salvatore loves you, readers :)

it's me, little ain~

yawn

2011-05-14T16:42:00.002+08:00

Pemilik Macintosh dari Alor Star, udoh udoh le tu masuk sini. dah berbulu mata mak nengok. takde orang lain ke.

mak dah sound direct ni. takde tapis tapis dahh.

it's me, little ain~

why ow why.

2011-05-10T16:33:00.005+08:00

alkisahnya arini adalah hari untuk seorang Nur' Ain itu menduduki peperiksaan akhir kertas Research Methodology untuk sesi 2010/2011.

lalu, seorang Nur' Ain itu pulang ke bilik, lalu bermakan minuman dengan teman-temannya. lalu sejurus pulang dari makan, seorang Nur' Ain itu telah mengulang tayang Maharaja Lawak minggu satu hingga minggu lima sambil makan chocolate dengan sangat banyaknya, lalu sambil makan dan gelak, seorang Nur' Ain itu menangis kerana kertas Research Methodology.

sekian.

it's me, little ain~

ain't it sweet? #3

2011-05-08T17:16:00.004+08:00

"If you come back as a vampire, I'll stake you myself. So don't do it. Because I can't stand the idea of you hating me forever."

- Damon Salvatore, The Vampire Diaries, Season 2, Episode 21.

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and now, I hate the idea that I am so truly deeply madly in love with this sexay guy. I just can't resist his good look and his charm. and you know what I hate the most is that, I have a paper to sit tonight and I'm still glued to the chair watching this Vampire Diaries and updating my cik belog.

talking about making my parents pround, huh?

it's me, little ain~

Cinta

2011-05-04T01:44:00.004+08:00

*situation*

He : Who do you like?

She : No one

He : Who do you like?

She : No one ?!

He : Who do you like?

She : Hey, how many times are you gonna ask that?

He : As many as it takes you to say my name.

She : ***kissed him and blushes. whispered 'I Love You' in his ears***

throw away your ego to say love to person you love!

ain't it sweet? #2

2011-05-02T23:04:00.004+08:00

Guy : I want you to know, I'm totally going to be a hands-on dad.

Girl : Okay *smiling*

Guy : Like, if the baby needs a bottle in the middle of the night, I will totally keep your side of the bed warm until you get back.

Girl : Thank you *smiling*

Guy : When do they start walking?

Girl : Uh.. a year?

Guy : We'd better get some baby books, because I plan on being the most overinformed dad in Chicago. No kidding.

*both laugh*

Girl : I'm happy right now *smiling*

Guy : So am I.

*looking at each other's eyes*

Guy : I love you.

Girl : I love you too.

- Michael Scofield and Sara Tancredi, Prison Break, Episode 22.

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I can barely open my eyes. I've been crying since this evening watching this second last episode of Prison Break, season finale. I've been watching this episode for hundredth times, but still, it affects me in every way. It was very sad. Truly. And I've learned so many things by just watching this Prison Break, since its very first season till the final one. One thing that I should bear in mind that, everything in this world doesn't necessarily ends with happy ending. Life doesn't work that way. Life can be cruel to you. So, we better look forward and not turning back, expect the unexpected, get ready for the worst not only hoping for the good ones, and moving on. That's how we should live our precious life. Good luck! :)

gambar adalah hiasan semata mata.

love,

it's me, little ain~

ain't it sweet?

2011-05-02T00:43:00.002+08:00

Of course I know ain..

She was my special one at that time.. ;)

- A.S.A.Z

it's me, little ain~

Deknaa

2011-04-27T21:27:00.001+08:00

T___T

deknaa suka tau buat entry pasal dah nak abes belaja ni. ain dah touching gila.

sayang deknaa!

ainzulkefli.

cik belog

2011-04-27T14:29:00.002+08:00

semakin bertambah bilangan stalker di cik belog ni ye.

apa yang menarik sangat ngan belog ni aku pon tatau.

anyway, selamat datang :)

it's me, little ain~

Priceless

2011-04-22T09:55:00.003+08:00

Because memories last a lifetime.

Jamuan Batch 08/09.

Malam Lestary Sime Darby.

Grooming Workshop.

We remember moments.

it's me, little ain~

of Friday

2011-04-22T09:02:00.005+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

Selamat pagi. selamat hari Jumaat.

Ehem.

dah lama menghilangkan diri tiba tiba arini datang kann. ohh sadis sungguh. sorry tau nyah. mak sebok la dua tiga minggu ni. sebok sangat dengan tumblr. hihihi! and seriously sebok jugak dengan kelas and everything. kesian cik belog kan. selalu kena gantung tak bertali. silap haribulan, cik belog tak kasi aku log in, tetiba dia Alzheimer ke apa kan, mau gak aku nangis sepuluh baldi.

malam ni Dinner IBMS. aku neves tatau apesal. mungkin sebab aku incharge bahagian protokol. mungkin sebab aku akan pakai heels. mungkin sebab malam ni akan ada adegan nangis nangis sebab al maklum lah, dinner ni untuk meraikan final semester students kan. jadinya, mestilah sedih gila. dah tiga tahun sesama, pastu lepas ni sume dah keluar dari sini, pegi praktikum, pastu keje. atau mungkin jugak sebab malam ni aku akan pakai baju kurung (?). seriously ada kena mengena ke tak pakai baju kurung dengan neves? haha. tu yang aku nak cite ni. muehehe :D

minggu lepas aku balik rumah, seminggu. tujuan balek rumah sebab sangat homesick tahap nak mampos. pastu dah alang alang tu, aku pow la duit seisi keluarga untuk buat baju dinner ni. huhu gila kau sampai nak pow duit seisi keluarga. duit ibu actually. aku punya target memang nak buat kebaya kain batik sutera. tapi tak dapat nak buat kebaya atas sebab tukang jahit terbaik seantero dunia, iaitu tukang jahit aku sebab tulah dia terbaik ;p cakap tak cantik buat kebaya. bila potong, dia akan kacau corak kat kain tu. so aku pasrah sebab dialah yang terbaik dan aku percaya dia akan buat yang terbaik untuk aku sebab aku memang nak yang terbaik je dari dia dan aku nak baju aku tu terbaik di antara yang terbaik. perghhh gila banyak perkataan terbaik kan. gila poyo aku kan? nampak sangat macam aku je nak yang terbaik. macam gila bagus je. hakhakhaktuihhhhh! heh, sila abaikan perkataan terbaik tu sume. aku gurau je. chill okies sayangs :)

then, terhasillah sepasang baju kurung batik sutera. siyes aku cakap, neves gila vivas nak pakai ni. sebab aku ni dah lama gila takde baju kurung on my own. kebaya je yang melambak lambak tapi sekarang dah sikit yang boleh pakai akibat kerana rutin makan nasik-kalah-atlet-bina-badan-punya-kuantiti, lalu perut jauh ke depan. kesannya, spare tyres tiga lapis ya ladies and gentlemen. sob sob sob. eh sambung balek. so, malam ni untuk pertama kalinya selepas beberapa glamorous tahun, aku ada baju kurung sendiri dan dijahit purposely untuk satu event. omaijay. dah boleh masuk The Malaysian Book of Record ni aku rasa. again, boooooo!!

tema malam ni actually Cultural Night. of course la kan, International Business. what do you expect, kan? and that's why aku pakai baju kurung. baju tradisional Melayu kita. tapi tak semestinya kena pakai baju culture sendiri. contoh macam Lilohoney, tak pakai baju kurung pon. heee, Lilohoney pakai baju lain, tapi aku tak nak lah bocorkan rahsia kat sini kan. let it be her little secret for now and let her reveals it herself. i'm sure she'll be posting an entry about tonight right after the event. and i promise i'll give you her link so that you'll get to see what she's wearing tonight. and not to forget, cik Mimi Dyana kite. hehehe. Mimi pon akan pakai something different. ini pon sama, i'll let you know her link once she has updated her belog orait.

by the way, baju tu, nik ahmad arash yang tolong bagi idea. mak keluar ngan dia aritu time pegi cari kain ni. dia bekenan bebenau kat kain ni. mak pon suka. so, mak pon beli lahh.

so okaylah. rasanya sampai sini je lah untuk entry kali ni. ngantok gila dah. belom tido dari pagi. kunun buat assignment la kan. last sekali, assignment always you and i yang siap. bravo! hebakk sungguh. rasa macam nak hentak berlipat diri sendiri kat dinding. grrrr.

okay then people, i hope you have a great day. Happy Friday! :)

it's me, little ain~

Always You and I

2011-04-14T22:02:00.004+08:00

A real relationship has fights. Has trust. Has faith. Has tears. Has hurts. Has arguments. Has patience. Has secrets. Has jealousy and LOVE.

- MrQuotez.

i miss you.

it's me, little ain~

The sweetest thing you would want to hear from a guy.

2011-04-12T01:13:00.006+08:00

"It's not gonna be easy. it's gonna be really hard. and we're gonna have to work this every day but i wanna do that because i want you. i want all of you. forever. you and me. every day. would you do some for me, please?"

"You just picture your life for me. 30 years from now. 4o years from now. what's it looks like."

- The Notebook.

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seriously it is the sweetest thing you would want to hear from a guy who loves you very much.

it's me, little ain~

memory daun pisang

2011-04-10T22:26:00.001+08:00

We used to watch Harry Potter and talk about it all day.

Remember?

it's me, little ain~

to whom it may concern

2011-04-06T14:13:00.005+08:00

Dear you,

thank you for everything that you have done for me and for my friends. frankly speaking, you have been a very good sister and a very good friend too, no doubt about that. but then, your good deeds and generosity is not a licence that permits you to talk about other people, especially my room mate. you always talk about people, you know. it wasn't my intention to make a big fuss of it in the very first place, but when you start to point finger towards me, trying to put all the blames onto me, i don't think i can take it. not this time. not anymore. you blamed me for things that you did. it's not good. it reflects that you can't take other's opinions and criticism. that's you. i can't take it when every time we meet, you always find something bad to say about my room mate. hello, she's my room mate! which part of her that caused you trouble? i don't know what is so bad about her. she cares for me. and at least, she's not hypocrite. you know, all this time, we never have the guts to say it to your face, because we respect you. we listen to every single word you have to say about your feelings, about your pathetic love life, about guys, about what a loser you are, about everything. but you never respect us. never listen to us. and now, since you have the guts to say it to my face, i guess i have to spit everything back to you. the issue here is not about me, showing my true colors and what not. if that is what you think about me, you should know that i am more than capable of saying every mean word straight to your face because it's me. i am mean. but due to respect, i didn't. i just keep it to myself. but it's okay. i'm sure, you will be talking about this forever. but it's none of my concern, because you always talk bad things about people. now i know why people don't make friend with you. now i know why people despise you. i'm glad when my room mate confronted you. it's a right thing to do. i hope you'll change after this. please change, for you own good. if not, you'll never know. i know we won't be in talking terms anymore after this. and you just have your room mate to talk to after this. the one that you always say this and that to us. never ending. never been good enough for you. you talk about my room mate when you are with me. then, you talk about me when you are with her. in fact, you talk about our friend too. someone who is very close to you, the one that patiently listening to your stories all this while. you never know how to appreciate people, don't you? you and your never ending complaints about everyone, because you think you are the best. i know you won't be reading this. but if you happen to see this post, i really want you to know that i thank you for everything, for your good deeds especially. we can still be friend thou you talk behind my back. well, that's normal, isn't it? i feel sorry for you. everything you did for me are fully appreciated.

Yours sincerely,

Nur' Ain Zulkefli.

entry serious.

2011-04-04T21:02:00.003+08:00

status Facebook semalam,

"Does a great guy still need a compliment?"

and just now, i received this comment,

"Compliment make one feel appreciated and encourage them to progress. It can be in any form including that of smile, without which no one can survive. But the amount of compliment should be in proportion to the act. Excessive compliment is tantamount to humiliation".

and after reading this, i was like, "Oh no! Oh yes! OmaiGod! what should i reply? what should i say?" sangat terkejot bila dapat comment tu. it's very fascinating i couldn't say a word. it sounded so, err what's the right word? ilmiah, perhaps? yeap, sangat ilmiah bunyi itu. sangat tersanjung. entah, it's hard to describe. but one thing for sure, the one that posted this comment is a great guy. FULLSTOP.

current Facebook profile picture.

by Najmiah Rahim.

it's me, little ain~

nothingness #2

2011-04-03T14:34:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

hai, it's me again. writing this entry from Perpustakaan Sultanah Bahiyah, UUM Sintok. wahhh sangat best student okayy. haha perasan! the purpose of coming to this beautiful library is actually to do some research about this one thesis for Research Methodology class, which the thesis is obviously not mine because i didn't write a thesis. hehe :D it's my lecturer's. and i copied his work as if the thesis is mine. haha. kejam sungguh. no lahh. we copied the thesis of course, but we did some changes so that it doesn't look like we do plagiarism. but i couldn't find the findings. rather than searching very hard for the whatever things that i have to search about, here i am, sitting here and do some tumblr-ing and browsing every here and there. hehe. whatever it is, i have to go now. it's 2.30pm already. the office is open now and i hope they are ready to give me their very best customer service after having their lunch. because if not, i'm gonna kick their *** off as i am so hungry and i have been waiting for them for the past one hour. so, better treat me well. so before i leave, i'm gonna share with you these two photos which i took from tumblr. they are my favorite. i swear to God they are gorgeous! :)

p/s : ignore the grammatical error, please!

until next entry, chin chau!

it's me, little ain~

nothingness

2011-04-02T17:12:00.004+08:00

Assalamualaikum! :)

hai orang kampong! omaijay. it's been weeks since i posted my last entry, isn't it? well, that's pathetic. i know. and i'm truly, deeply, madly sorry about this. soo sorry for abandoning my cik belog and of course, for abandoning you guys, readers of always you and i. errr that's a very dramatic statement. overacting speech from me. bese la tu kan, cakap gediks. aww nyah! hehe :D okay enough! that doesn't look intelligent i swear to God, ain. FINE!

secondly, a bunch of thank you for my new readers. that's very kind of you to drop by and to follow this abandoned belog of mine. i hope you enjoy reading my piece of writing, thou nothing's special about me, really. thank you so much, okies!

well, what am i going to talk about today? i'm afraid i have so many things and i do mean MANY things to tell you ladies and gentlemen, but i don't have the courage to write everything because i'm afraid i might puke in order to finish up writing this very so-long-but-not-so-interesting stories of mine. again, this is very pathetic. huhu ~

anyway, i'm not planning to spend my evening thinking about what i should write and what i shouldn't. what am i gonna do is, i'll just tayang a photo of mine, taken by Lilohoney last Tuesday and that's it for today. okay? hehe! :)

love you, readers!

bye :D

it's me, little ain~

friend.

2011-03-20T23:56:00.006+08:00

things have changed between you and I. no more us. I knew it since the day I left you and you left me too. no more stories to tell. no more laughter. no more tears. I'm sorry because I am me. the ignorance one. the mean one. you know you are irreplaceable. but I realize, you have found someone to replace me. I knew it since the day when he became your priority. but I, will always love you. people change. so, there's nothing wrong with it. time flies very fast too. we (human) tend to forget what others had done for us. I'm not pointing fingers, but its in our nature. I don't like it when we have to pretend like we don't know each other, avoiding each other. but you know, it's just not me to go and say "Hai!". we have lived together long enough to be able to read each other's minds. but I don't think you understood me anymore. you have other things to think about and other people to care about. so, I honestly don't blame you. I have nothing more to say. Good luck.

p/s : bulan mengambang.

it's me, little ain~

Misteri Bau

2011-03-18T15:25:00.003+08:00

*actually this is an old post on my blog but i want to share with you guys (Ain Zulkefli Fans) on her blog. nak tulis cerita lagi tapi takde idea! waaaaa*

hey peeps !

Kadir dan Ramlah merupakan sepasang kekasih yang berasal dari sebuah kota metropolitan yang maju. maksud saya, sangat maju. lebih maju dari Kampung Pisang yang hanya dihuni oleh kaum zomba. atenye Hussein nampak Kak Limah jadi zomba. pelik Hussein tu, pelat tak berubah walaupun dah koje kat singepore. heh.

tapi ini bukanlah cerita scandal Hussein dan Kak Limah. tapi mengenai Kadir dan Ramlah.

Kadir dan Ramlah belajar di tempat yang sama di institusi pendidikan tinggi di kawasan tanah tinggi di utara tanah air. universiti apa? rahsia. Kadir dibekalkan kereta oleh ibu bapanya yang sangat kaya, lebih kaya dari Pak Jabit yang hanya mempunyai warung walaupun beroperasi hampir 24 jam.

Kadir dan Ramlah rajin pulang menjenguk ibu bapa mereka walaupun jarak rumah mereka dengan universiti bukanlah sekangkang kera, malah kalau dikira mengikut 1000 kangkang kera pun masih tak cukup. yelah, anak lot, ade je duit, baliklah diorang.

selalunya diorang balik berdua je disebabkan member lain lebih rela naik bas daripada memperjudikan nyawa di tangan Kadir. Kadir merupakan pencinta kelajuan, Jiwa Kelajuan kata kumpulan indie kegemarannya iaitu Gerimis. lagipun diorang tak kisah, bolehlah diorang spendtime bersama berdua. silap silap boleh rakam video 3GP masa on the way balik rumah lepas tu upload kat Facebook dengan tajuk yang pelbagai termasuk KLCC 3GP.

namun suatu ketika universiti mengumumkan cuti mengejut disebabkan kemarau teruk melanda bandar terdekat. kemarau itu mengakibatkan semua pelajar tak dapat mandi mengikut suka-hati-mak-bapak-laki-mak-tiri-diorang dengan kuantiti yang melampau tanpa dicatu seperti biasa. itu tak best. maka semua pelajar mengambil keputusan untuk balik termasuklah Kadir dan Ramlah.

Halim merupakan rakan Kadir dan Ramlah. Halim terlepas untuk membeli tiket bas dan ditinggalkan rakan rakannya. kesian Halim. katakan kesian kat die wahai kawan kawan. bagus. maka Halim mengambil keputusan untuk terpaksa rela mengikut Kadir dan Ramlah balik rumah. dia mempertaruhkan nyawa demi tak tinggal sorang sorang kat kolej. seram katanya.

dalam perjalanan balik, Kadir seperti biasa memandu laju dan merakam 3GP aksi gedik mereka. menyampah kalau korang tengok. lagu dipasang dengan volume paling maksima yang kereta tu ada. kalau boleh nak bagi kereta sebelah tau diorang pasang lagu I Love The Way You Tipu nyanyian Raihana berduet dengan Emenem.

tiba tiba mereka berdua terhidu bau wangi yang menusuk hidung sehingga ke pankreas menuju ke ginjal. sangat kuat. serta merta bertukar menjadi bau paling busuk menusuk kalbu sehingga membuatkan Kadir terbabas ke pinggang jalan dan bukan bahu jalan sambil mata terkelip kelip menghayati bau busuk tu. bau telor !

mereka berdua berpandangan. dalam kepala ligat memikirkan segala macam perkara mistik dan mulut terkumat kamit membaca ayat suci tapi secara berterabur. hujung ayat di pangkal, pangkal ayat di hujung. diorang nervous macam nak derma darah padahal takde pengalaman derma darah pun sebab kuantiti hemoglobin dalam badan tak menepati piawaian pendermaan darah.

kedua duanya takut. seriau. seram. cuak. dan seangkatan dengannya.

tiba tiba,

'sorry.........'

diorang terdengar suara. suara itu melontarkan perkataan 'sorry' tetapi secara sayup sayup.

lagilah gelabah ayam dua orang ni. segala dosa lampau terkenang kembali dan serta merta mintak ampun dan kalau boleh nak turun kereta dan lari macam Hussein lari macam dalam cite Kak Limah Orang Gile Rupenye. Ramlah memeluk Kadir, Kadir memeluk Ramlah. Stereng, memainkan peranan auto pilot.

dan tiba tiba sekali lagi, diorang terkejut bila diorang terasa ada kepala menjengah antara kedua dua seat yang diorang duduk. nak menjerit terasa tak berbaloi sebab konfem takde sape dengar. diorang pejam mata rapat rapat dan terkumat kamit membaca doa. kadang kadang terbaca doa makan, doa tidur dan doa masuk tandas. waktu macam tu memang tak peduli, asalkan doa.

'weyyy, korang dengar tak aku cakap tadi? aku kate sorry lahhh. tadi aku terkentut, petang tadi makan telur rebus lima biji', sound si Halim bila sorrynya tiada respon sebentar tadi.

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KETANGGGGG !!!

bunyi paling syahdu, kalah lagu raya nyanyian Deejay terkenal Malaysia. bunyi Ramlah ketuk kepala Halim guna side mirror kereta. entah bile die tanggalkan side mirror kereta Kadir tu. pantas betul si Ramlah ni.

'lain kali bagi salamlah dulu nak kentut ponnn !' bentak Ramlah dan disokong Kadir.

suasana senyap seketika. sunyi. *bunyi cengkerik*

'abestu apa yang bau wangi pulak tadi?' ujar Kadir tiba tiba.

. . . . . . . . . . .

'tadi ade pompuan duduk sebelah aku, rambut panjang, baju putih, muka cantik ! lepas aku kentut, die cepat cepat blah keluar ikut tingkap' kata Halim selamba badak.

Ramlah dan Kadir terkedu. kembali seriau.

kisah gosok gigi kami lagi

2011-03-14T00:30:00.001+08:00

Messaging

Conversations

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Nur' Ain Zulkefli : Siyes tak tipu, org ngantok. Pastu org malas nak gosok gigi, td minom milo ngan cereal. kumur je boleh tak?

Ishmael Karim : Da tua nnt rongak gigi hitam, jgn ckp "i didnt remind u".

Nur' Ain Zulkefli : Kamu ni kann, suka takutkan org. Xde contoh lain yang less ngeri ke? =.='

Ismael Karim : Kanser mulut.

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perghh! sirius aku rasa nak hentak belipat je ismail ni kann. aku mintak contoh lain yang kurang ngeri, dia bagi aku yang dasyat tahap takleh terima dah rasanya. ee ngeri sehh! tapi siyes malas gilakkk. apa pon, harus beredar sekarang, gosok gigi. esok kelas di pagi hari. di petang harinya pulak, ada midsem Export Management. omaijayy, cuak gilos. entah apesal aku rasa paper ni sangat mencabar minda. grrr.

doakan aku semua. korang memang terbaik! :D

*messages yang dicopy dari conversation box henpon cap ~~ayam~~ sony ericsson c510-yang-dah-rosak-memori kadnya. grrr

p/s : tak sempat nak selongkar gambar. sorry.

good night, people!

it's me, little ain~

Learn from your mistake

2011-03-12T12:15:00.000+08:00

"When you stop chasing the wrong things, you give the right things a chance to catch you."

- Twitter, The Single Woman.

semoga kesilapan semalam tidak akan menjatuhkan kita. aku berharap kisah itu dijadikan iktibar dan pengalaman yang berharga dalam diri semua. sebagai seorang perempuan, aku tau makna sakit sebuah perasaan. tapi percayalah perasaan tu tak real langsung. jangan keliru dengan diri sendiri dan jangan cuba kelirukan diri sendiri. don't believe in things that you know isn't true. takkan lari gunung dikejar, siyesly. dan kumbang pon bukannye seekor. but then, though kumbang tu banyak, kita kena pilih jugak. jangan main tangkap muat mana yang ada depan mata. kena cari yang betol betol nak jaga kita, nak jaga manis madu kita. bukan nak cari malaikat, tak. tapi sekurang kurangnya carilah yang sekufu dengan kita. yang boleh berdiri sama tinggi, duduk sama rendah. bercinta kena ikhlas, pasang niat baik baik, nak sampai kawen. bukannya bercinta kerana nafsu. takkan ke mana nanti, percayalah. hormat diri sendiri, barulah orang akan hormat kita. tinggi darjat seorang perempuan sebenarnya, so jangan kau sendiri letakkan maruah di tempat paling bawah sekali. dan percayalah, tiap-tiap insan tu, Tuhan dah tetapkan jodoh masing masing. jadi, jangan lah sebok nak pegi cari as if esok dah takde. aku membebel pagi pagi ni. bukan apa, geram. marah. sedih. kesian. pathetic sungguh keadaan itu. macam loser pon ada jugak. ooppssy dah lebih.

anyway, tomorrow never dies. erk, tiba tiba apa hal.

happy weekend, peeps! :)

it's me, little ain~

kisah terbaik kami

2011-03-09T22:12:00.001+08:00

Messaging

Conversations

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Nur' Ain Zulkefli : Esk bgn awal.

Ishmael Karim : Yew

Nur' Ain Zulkefli : Org best tak?

Ishmael Karim : The best :D

Nur' Ain Zulkefli : Esk org nk makan roti cheese 3 keping lepas kelas.

Ishmael Karim : Heh ok :)

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hahaha. die cakap aku the best. pastu agak budiman jawapan malam ni. tak menjawab yang menyakitkan hati tapi kelakar plus sengal. ade letteww nak bodek ape ape tu kan kan kan. iyekan je aku cakap ape ape tadi. oo sungguh tak sabar nak makan roti cheese kat subaidah lepas kelas esok. nyum nyum.

*messages yang dicopy dari conversation box henpon cap ~~ayam~~ sony ericsson c510-yang dah-rosak-speakernya. grrr

p/s : ngantok! rindu rumet misc :)

kisah tumblr kami

kisah gosok gigi kami

it's me, little ain~

Enchanted

2011-03-05T18:03:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum :)

sangatla aku ni jarang mengupdate belog kan? kesian cik belog. bila aku start log in, aku cuma cek feedjit je. dan tak pernah blogwalking. sangat jarang nak scroll dashboard tu. entah apa yang jadi, aku pon tatau. sorry sesangat. facebook pon macam tu je. takde apa nak dibanggakan. plus, sekarang ni dah ada group baru pulak kat facebook untuk geng blogger, iaitu SiNtoQue bloggers. huhu sumpah aku kuno tatau. anyway, masheh kat Ariffin Janal sebab tolong addkan aku kat dalam group tu.

a very quick update aku nak cite ni. dalam dua tiga minggu ni, aku dapat kawan baru. sangat kelakar orangnya. kadang kadang sangat serius jugak. suka tido lambat, tapi bangun awal. siyes aku bagitau, sebelom suboh beliau dah bangun kejutkan aku. sampai naik malu muka mak ni nyah. yelah, bukan ke sepatutnya aku yang kena kejutkan beliau. sekarang ni suboh lambat, dalam 6.20am macam tu baru azan. bila aku bangun je, tengok handphone, dah dapat mesej beliau. aduyaii. tepok dahi sendiri. and then, beliau selalu hilang. kejap ada, kejap takde. so, bila dikaji kaji, test result dah keluar, so i know why and when. wahhh, macam dah jadi saintis mengkaji manusia la pulak, kan?

and by the way, he's my classmate. nama dia sangat unik tau. at first, i thought he's from Jordan. haha. itu part lawak yang aku tak boleh terima. memalukan diri sendiri sungguh. i was blushing all the way home you know. nanti aku cite lain yang tu orait. and thank God, i'm not the first person on earth to think that way. he seriously doesn't look like Malay, but he is. and English dia sangat bagus. grrr. nyesal aku bagitau aku buat foundation TESL dulu. malu muka mak tau nyahhh.

ohh. banyak la pulak cakap kan. dahla, malas nak cakap lagi. nak tido, dah lepas Asar. nak joging, pemalas. so, baik aku makan. haha. kau, si gemok. until next time, aku nak suruh Ariffin Janal tolong updatekan cik belog. hehe.

upah satu picture dari program semalam, Pro Running Race, ini waktu kat memanah. semalam aku naik wall climbing lagi sekali. Alhamdulillah, sampai jugak ke puncak. tapi Tuhan je tau penat gila nak berjaya sampai ke atas. sungguh gemok aku ni. berat seh. dulu aku boleh naik rilek je. boleh angkat badan macam angkat kertas je ececece berlagak nak mati. tapi sekarang, rasakan kau si gemok. ada je gambarnya, tapi malas nak upload. hehe.

bye, sayangs! :)

it's me, little ain~

Homesick

2011-02-28T17:32:00.000+08:00

I miss home.

I miss them.

I cry.

p/s : thank you inchek chaireel. kamu sangat suka pujok orang kalo orang sedih sedih. kan?

it's me, little ain~

hai! :)

2011-02-26T09:46:00.000+08:00

"With everything that has happened to you, you can either feel sorry for yourself or treat what has happened as a gift. Everything is either an opportunity to grow or an obstacle to keep you from growing. You get to choose."

- Wayne W. Dyer

i am posting this entry from my new room in Dpp Sime Darby. and i'm alone. hehe! i have no room mate, and it feels like heaven. i have this room all by myself and it looks good. so well-arranged, so fabulous, just like the owner. hahaha! and i'm truly sorry for abandoning my cik belog for days. you know, busy with stuffs and the connection is so good (not) pulak. so, the mood has all gone to the sea. but thank God i got Ariffin Janal as my team member. he helped me by updating this cik belog. if you happened to read any post like so lovey dovey and whatnot, it's his, not mine. haha. thank you Ariffin Janal :) also, i'm living a good, healthy life so far. so, don't you worry about me. i'm doing great, and fabulous. lastly, i would like to say thank you to the readers of always you and i for dropping by and leave your comments. i promise i'll give you a visit soon i get the chance, okayy. have a great weekend, people!

peace.no.war.

it's me, little ain~

Love Patience.

2011-02-20T01:03:00.002+08:00

hey peeps!

Love also need Patience not only Passion.

It's me AJ~

not stable.

2011-02-13T08:13:00.000+08:00

Dear stress,

lets break up.

i should be telling you about another story. but here i am, ranting about my not-so-stable-emotion. i hate myself. sometimes, you just can't control some things. so, i'm trying my best to look fresh and happy, like always. this is my first class after those glorious 11 days at home, and i don't want nothing and no one to come in my way.

so people, you have a good day! :)

it's me, little ain~

kisah gosok gigi kami

2011-02-10T11:37:00.003+08:00

Messaging

Conversations

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Nur' Ain Zulkefli : Ismail, siyes org malas nk gsok gg ni.

Ishmael Karim : Jgn la ambil mudah oral hyginene. Pls.

Nur' Ain Zulkefli : Upah utk gosok gg malam ni, chocolate lgkawi, eh?

Ishmael Karim : Floss, gosok gg, kumur ngan listerine bru dpt choc.

Nur' Ain Zulkefli : Betol?

Ishmael Karim : Aah.

Nur' Ain Zulkefli : Okay, org buat skrg.

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haha. comel gile kann? siyes semalam malas giloss nak gosok gigi. dan sebab malas tu lah, aku text ismail sebab aku tau, dia takkan pernah approve bila aku nak tido malas gosok gigi. dan sebab bila dia reply, buat aku jadi semangat nak bangun. dahla siap cakap 'pls'. itu short form, kalo full 'please', memang time tu jugak aku bangun. haha. ismail buat aku rasa macam bertanggungjawab nak gosok gigi every single night before go to bed.

kami. semester bape, dah tak ingat.

gambar dari album facebook ismail.

*messages yang dicopy dari conversation box henpon cap ~~ayam~~ sony ericsson c510 aku.

p/s : gosok gigi sambil sengih sorang sorang. haha.

kisah tumblr kami.

it's me, little ain~

Love Needs.

2011-02-09T19:49:00.002+08:00

"Love doesn't need experience but need the individual maturity"

it's me, AJ~

i'm fine today.

2011-02-08T18:36:00.000+08:00

"The best way to avoid disappointment is not to expect anything from anyone."

- Twitter, Idillionaire.

thank you all.
thank you for everything.
thank you for whatever the reasons are.

it's me, little ain~

sengalness me

2011-02-07T17:44:00.001+08:00

Assalamualaikum readers.

herm. semalam aku emo. sungguh. post kat twitter, post kat facebook. macam ape je kan? ouhhh terserlah ketidakmatangan di situ. then, bangun pagi ni, aku senyum sorang sorang. aku realize. again. yang aku tak patot nak emo ni. ingatkan dah berubah. tapi still macam ni kan? so, bangun pagi ni dengan semangat yang baru. aku takkan goyah lagi. tak nak la emo emo ni, tak kisah la berpasal ke, tak berpasal ke. dah besar ni kan. burok bebenau perangainya kalo macam gini. tadi ingat nak post pasal mende ni kat dalam cik belog lagi satu, tapi tak jadi lah. malas nak baca balek. lagi satu, bila dah besar (read : tua) esok esok, aku mesti gelak kat diri sendiri sebab tulis post yang entah hape hape macam tu. hahaha. ain oo ain. sila matang sekarang.

******

"The whole world steps aside for the woman who knows where she is going."

- Twitter, The Single Woman.

bye! :)

it's me, little ain~

ladies,

2011-02-06T13:09:00.000+08:00

"Always remember; You're braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think."

- Twitter, The Single Woman.

it's me, little ain~

.always you and i

tahniah

nothingness really.

sorrow not.

:)

I'll be back. I'll be okay. I'll be brand new me.

Permata Yang Dicari

sorry.

Salam Maal Hijrah

Lets learn from this

remedy

oh joyah

kite kawen, jum?

of B word.

thanks :D

Weakest point T.T

sekaligus

The Mamis.

:)

it goes to each and everyone of you, people :)

the chase :)

Wordless Wednesday #8 : Rindu sayang saye :'(

Wordless Wednesday #7 : Kenangan Koke

quick update #2

quick update

pesen yang aku tak bekenan neh.

dari mimi dyana

Eid.

kingdoms of camelot

perasaan keterdivalicious-an yang melampau

How friendship breaks?

Wordless Wednesday #6 : La Tahzan

chaiyok! :)

semoga.

olololo shuweet ;p

sleepy-head and all lazy

Wordless Wednesday #5

Nothingness #5

Forgot to put the title just now. Hehe :D

Belantik

Cry heh.

Wordless Wednesday #4 : She is me.

Ikan

nescafe

fight!

asthma

of today

Anais Nin

Nothingness #4

of hopes and dreams.

Happy Birthday, babe! :)

Taj Mahal

well done.

poghasan me? heh, never!

I tell you the story of Us.

Wordless Wednesday #2 : Perfecto :)

nothingness #3

father.

ohno.

urghhh

Wordless Wednesday :)

Sakit jiwa.

You are the best.

Hangat dan Sensasi

of June

off to my in-laws lah sangat ;p

hello there.

negative

As I Lay Dying

*yawn*

why ow why.

ain't it sweet? #3

Cinta

ain't it sweet? #2

ain't it sweet?

Deknaa

cik belog

Priceless

of Friday

Always You and I

yawn

kisah gosok gigi kami lagi